Happy Birthday to You...

It's a special day today..

The day which

3 people

in my life

arrived to this wonderful world.

1st:

To my little brother, JK..

I have to thanks a lot for him

He's one of the most understanding kid

and he companies me more than anyone

he even is the one with the most

pure and funny heart

I know you dislike study

and find study as stressful

But.. it's important for future..

Hope you know..

And I always like to have

ice cream with him..

we did most of the time together..

Happy Birthday.. and be good ya..

2nd:

Vickie..

A very important friend of mine

who met in secondary school

one of friends that last forever

Happy Birthday and stay healthy, pretty^^

3rd:

CY..

A friend I met this year, my uni friend

who indicate a new and good

starting for my uni's life..

The Crazies

It's Wednesday..

I love Wednesday.. haha

Went out today.. again

For a movie and lunch at Kim Gary-Sunway Pyramid

I had lots of fun..

went out with SK-Driving again

and WH..

After the movies,

SK and I have milers training..

Seriously.. seriously..

today's training only 4 of us.. weird

Haha.. ended we actually just walk..

Here's the movie we watch:

The Crazies

It's a horror movie actually

And.. it is horror

Haha..

And trust me, u really

don't want to mess up

a crazy person..

and there ARE lots

in the story

I admit that

I did shout in certain part

The sound effect at certain part

is really really

unnecessary

haha..

nearly got a heart attack there..

and with no doubt..

there are few funny moments..

Overall,

it's worth for this movie

especially when you're watching

with your friends.. ^^

A satisfied Day..

It's a meaningful day..

IMU Info Day..

Here comes the day..

The day I waited for so long..

I was excited, nervous..

for today

to help the public first time

to take blood pressure

It started so early.. 8am in morning

I was like.. keep snozing the alarm.. Haha

^^

I arrived early though..

Get a seat with other 2 batchmates.

None of groupies going..

So, I'm alone..

but still wanna go..

Previously, at the selection of the 9 students

I was like so badly want to help

and thankfully I passed the test

and be the lucky one selected^^

There were lots of people..

elderly, youngster, workers, students, retiree..

My very first candidates.. i assumed..

was a female..

she look so impatient with me =.=

Makes me nervous

The environment was so noisy with sounds..

I can't hear the beat clearly..

so, I assumed..

I know it's not good.. but I'm new!!

However,

practice make perfect..!!

Haha..

I finally know how to handle it well..

I able to listen clearly..

although children are running and shouting..

(First time I feel that I need them to stay clam.. )

I feel satisfied..

i am satisfied..

happy..

When you told them that they're doing good,

or explain to them,

asking them not to worry..

the way they thanks..

You feel satisfied..

The way they smile..

I can't believe I smile almost till the end

^^

I'm glad that I can actually help

giving them a relieve..

some are rude, as we're only Sem 1 students

some are nice.. friendly..

I don't mind.. what matter most is..

I'm happy and enjoy what I did

The t-shirt for the Info Day:

And my two lovely smiley..

(I love the watch so so so much!!) Haha^^

A song.. a story...

Miss You Finally

But I miss you finally

But I miss you finally

Try to remember all these years

We shared the love we shared the tears

Thought that forever it would be

I realize you lie to me

I still hold on

Still dream of days when we were one

[Chorus]

You played with my heart

You played with my mind

But I miss you finally

Right from the start

My love made me blind

But I miss you finally

All of these promises you made

This 4 letter word it seems to fade

Baby it's hard to understand

Now that you're gone

We reached the end

I still believe

Still dream of days when we were one

[Chorus 3X]

You played with my heart

You played with my mind

Right from the start

My love made me blind

Blood.. Heart.. Ribs.. and Pressure!!

It's time to study!!

Candy ah Candy..

Stucked here with books..

Medical Books!!

I miss Mr. Maths a lot..

>.<

Being a university student..

Specifically for IMU student

Semester 1 (ONLY)

You'll have like bunch and lots of time

to waste..

to play

to shop!

Basically because

you'll be having 2 hours lecture per day ONLY

with other 2~3 hours of

PBL and MMS (Discussion for self learning)

P/S: Wonder why do I pay that fees.. Better stay home and self-study

So, what to do with the hours left?

Study??

Seniors said enjoy your Sem 1!!

Shopping?

Finance limited

Movies??

For like 10 hours?

What a life?

We're Learning for entire LIFE..

Well...

Look at the bright side

The IMU I know..

Never been silence

Bunch and loaded activities held

With lots of community service and awareness

(I'm going to help for tomorrow Info Day- taking Blood Pressure)

Gonna be fun ^^

Recently..

Have been studying and recap on blood..

HEART..

Ribs..

and learning Blood pressure

which ended being pressure!

Haha... It's not everyone volunteer

can be chosen to take blood pressure

and

ME-Tey Candy

Is the CHOSEN ONE!!

Avoid~ing OR Protect~ing??

HEART...

How much do you really know about your heart??

They said..

Listen to your heart when you feel lost..

Feel your heart when you're sad..

Give your heart when you're in love..

Even till the day..

your brain stop working..

give up..

Your HEART..

never stop beating..

never going to give up.

But, once the HEART stop..

life ended..

everything's end...

What causes the "LOVE" to be complicated??

Along with HEART??

It's all because Mr. Brainny..

He offer a choice in other way

A choice that

makes you and me

different.

Follow your heart?

It's a too tough decision..

isn't it?

Well, I'm gonna help up at IMU

this saturday..

To the public for the very first time.

Going to help in measuring blood pressure..

Nervous and excited..^^

and I'm using my stethoscope!! haha..

First time..

Recently,

I'm trying not to think of you..

cause you mess up my emotions..

Up and down all these time

I need some rest

a rest to HEART

Let the sadness occupies..

Let the wound to heal..

Everything's gonna be fine

as long TIME is there

But, Am i avoiding or protecting myself?

I don't know....

Candy's Smiley

Who else other than you?

You're Candy's only smiley..

Always are...

Recently..

I had been addicted to smiley icons..

Got myself a smiley badge,

a smiley watch..

so that you're all around me.

Probably with all these smiley..

I can smile.. and be glad that you're there..

But, the problem is..

every human wants more..

hardly satisfied..

Forgive me to ask too much..

I don't want this as well..

I'm trying.. really hard.

Just.. I still can't let go.

My friends said..

I can laugh at anything..

But that's all just a smile for you..

How about for myself?

I miss you too much..

that it erase away the smiley...

Do you know how hard I tried

to keep my promise to you?

Do you know how hard I tried

to smile and pretend not knowing?

Do you know how hard I tried

to ignore the hurt sadness?

I'm trying here.. really trying..

to accept the truth that

everything changed now..

Just sometimes..

there's nothing left to do..

other than giving up

and cure your own wound yourself..

I miss you.. lots.

When will this end?

Probably I don't want this to end

yet it's slowly killing the heart

Hike up!

I'm so so so tired.. haha..

That's the overall feeling..

Not really...

So, this is my very very first hiking in my life.

And this is like the real hiking.. not treckking..

We started gathering around 3.30a.m

I slept over at SK's room as her block is nearer, moreover she's driving

Before all this peaceful and resting time, SK and I both went to Times Square and Sg. Wang. We walked like since 3.00pm till 9 pm!! What a day?!

Haha... we had fun though.. talk all the way, laugh as well

we did tired, had a rest but after sitting, journey continues..

Thanks to her companion, manage to get myself a smiley watch and trek bottom for hiking.

We arrived to my room like nearly to 11.00pm. While she online and I prepare all my stuff, it's already 12am.

We finally settle down and it's 1am. She's hungry and couldn't sleep. However, we were told that we need some focus during hiking. So, we slept for like an hour.

(P/S: I nearly can't wake up... haha.. sleep like pig.. tired duh...)

We gather, divided into groups. I'm the group C, the third and nice group. haha..

After this and that.. waiting here and there.. Oh.. IC going as well.. haha

She was thinking of not going but finally joined us.. ^^

We started climbing and hiking around 5am after half an hour of driving.

It's so dark.. and we're using torch light.

Honestly, head torch is so so so much better.

I can feel the wet and cold soil on my hands..

I felt the tiredness of my leg..

I used my hands and leg grip to support my life!

We waited for sun to rise.. but for me it's more likely like day just get brighter.

Haha..

And I felt the nice air..

I felt the cold wind..

I felt the peacefulness..

I felt the satisfaction after all these hiking just to that peak!

The exciting part was right after day brighter..

Big, tough stones awaiting for us to climb.

Uses lots of strength...

Looking at other climbing, I felt scared.. but unbelievable, I did it!! Haha..

At these big rocks, we need to find a place..

A place to rely on.. A place to place our life...

We stand on the grip and gain balance.. while going further upon.

Everyone see the grip and balance point differently..

Some may get the easier way to save energy..

Some may see the safer way..

Some may be expert and challenge themselves..

Overall, everyone is safe.. reaching to the peak..

and have a view of world..

Gonna miss that peak mountain again!! hehe... Missing now..

Finish the hiking round 10.30am.. arrive back at 11.30am

and 'fainted'.. (sleeping actually.)

The logo of a doctor

P/S: Can see my name? (TEY CANDY)

The one and only one.. ^^

Oh...

Finally...

I got my very own stethoscope!!

Haha..

Before this I was thinking and considering

the color: blue, grey or black

Decision has been made

and black is the chosen one

I know.. I know..

It's kinda like normal..

Not special.. blax3

Gonna have fun listening to heart beat

I don't have to feel my heart beat

cause I can listen to it now

But... This one (in picture)

Is a normal yet special

because my name is engraved

Hence, this is a special stethoscope

I spent RM220 overall

including the name tag.

Moreover, the brand is Littman

sort of like a brand widely use...

Now... that's the logo for a doctor..

And me..

I'm a medical student, a future doctor..

haha..

A stethoscope for me

Who else other than:

Candy...

Missing you again

I tried..

Still trying..

Giving all my effort..

Using all my strength..

But I just can't.

Sometimes..

I just wonder, what makes it so tough?

I wonder, what makes it stick inside my head?

I wonder, what causes all these?

I wonder, why can't I just stop everything?

but I never know the answer..

never will

Everytime..

when I look out the window,

I miss you more than usual.

Everytime..

when rain drops to the earth,

I wish you're by my side.

Everytime..

when I walked alone,

I hope the end has you waiting for me.

How are you recently?

I wonder...

How do you feel?

I wonder...

Do you miss me?

Like I do?

I miss the old times..

when I able to reach for you

any moment

any time

just by pressing a button

I miss the old days..

when I smile looking at the precious one

whenever I woke up

and

before I sleep

I miss the old memories..

when you called me in short

given by you

as well as yours

Now...

what left is just

emptyness..

and loneliness..

I tried to smile

as I promised.

But it is different without you.

Have I ever tell you how happy I am with you beside?

I guess I didn't

because you never know

Growing up... Happy Birthday to you..

Happy Birthday..

to my lovely brother, HK

As your sis..

I didn't help you much in the past.

I'm growing up as well...

But now..

I look at you at different way..

A bro who need attention

A bro who need help

A bro who need smile to be drawn..

Probably I'm getting more mature?

Haha...

HK, as your sis...

Wish you happy birthday...

I'm thankful for today,

because you arrived to this world

because you brighten my world

With no deny, we did argue

we did fight.

we did talk bad about each other

but lastly..

I love you so so much as bro

Sorry that I couldn't go back this week

to celebrate for you

and drive you around...

but present will be ready for you..

No worries...

Sis really really want to tell you that

I'm here to listen everytime you want

I'm here to give advice everytime you need

I'm here to help everytime you lost

Just remember..

Sis really care about you

Want to see you grow up..

taller than me..

mature than me..

even be more responsible than me...

Happy birthday, bro...

Hope you'll like the present i'm going to buy for you..

^^

Sweet 14