A reward~~~~

lub dub... lub dub..

lub-dub.. lub-dub.. lub-dub!!

My heart beating fast inside my chest,

I can feel the heart beat, so close..

as though my chest has became thinned.

I received a message..

a sudden one, while I was enjoying holiday..

(doing nothing actually.. ^^)

Text: "Candy, have you check your result?"

murmured deeply, 'aahh.. ruin my day! eish.. result.'

I quickly run to my room for internet access,

but.. apparently my little monster bro watching pps.

Trying to avoid the nervous breakdown

while waiting for result downloads

due to slow connection,

I went back to TV..

and once, I get to hold that black mouse,

i quickly search up, sign in, double check..

Double confirm...

annnnnnddddd...

I passed!!! hahahaaha...

How grateful am I!!

unfortunately, few of my friends didn't make it.

I'm really hoping, praying that they can make it through.

and yup, this is my another breakthrough..

reward for daddy

(result out around his birthday)

Looking at my dad,

I felt how grown old has he been..

how many days of tiredness wash off..

how he held up everything for me..

I picked up a call to make him a prank..

(He nervously asked me every time for my result release.. ^^)

Me: "Daddy.. erm.. result 出了。。我。。我。。我。。"

Dad: "怎样？"

Me: trying hard to hold my laugh... “我好像要去kl一趟了"

Dad: remained silence for quite long...

Me: Burst our of laughter.. "我pass啦。。哈哈！”

Dad: "现在会玩爸爸啊？ 吓到我。。 就知道你可以的！！"

Warmly felt deep inside the now relaxed heart..

and of course,

he's not gonna run away from cake surprise from me..

Hahaha.. though he end by saying, "38，你不早说，我吃得饱饱了。 你吃完。”

Gentleman~~

Once upon a loooonnng looonnng ago post,

I wrote about 

this very gentleman of my life.

I lay my love on him..

appreciate to have him..

As my Dad.

My dad,

who gave me a comfy life..

a healthy body to smile..

a non-worriness air to breathe..

Now,

ladies and gentleman..

Let me officially introduce you all..

another very gentleman of my life!

Before the final announcement,

will you all read up about his greatness?

please do..

His presence in my life..

Is a grateful and luckiness of mine.

His presence in my life..

Is how I got a shoulder to rely on.

His presence in my life..

Is a shelter that I earned after I'm all by myself.

His presence in my life..

Is a companion that I have since I was born.

Every little thing he did..

every little pieces he done without telling..

I know..

he do care and love me a lot.

I couldn't even imagine one second..

not even half second..

for not having him in my life.

He's my guardian angle from god..

My one and only elder bro..

CK Tey!

When we were young,

he's a bully to me..

causing tears from my eyes..

and ended being punished together.

When we were teenage,

we went to different schools..

causing less communication..

yet your protective side never less any moment.

When we growing up,

everything you done..

Is what letting me able to study at IMU now.

He's the one..

to take my UPSR result.

He's the one..

to drive me for PMR result.

He's the one..

to give me courage for SPM result.

He's the one..

sending me for my Pre-U.

He's the one..

Paying for my first rental at Subang.

He's my another parents.

Even till now,

he's the one 

helped me moving room.

he's the one

helped me no matter wat.

he's the one who so protective..

and fetch me all the way,

no matter how busy he could ever be.

Sometimes,

I really feel sorry..

Sorry to him.

As though I have taken his opportunities to study.

Sorry to him.

cause I can't help him in business.

If the sky gonna collapse down,

my dad will be the first one to hold up..

and he'll be the one protecting.

Even...

how much he love his gf,

he still.. still love me lots.

Especially..

tempting to buy Iphone for me..

anything that I want.

Thanks..

what else can I say?

How can I pay back??

They said elder sister may be better..

but listen, he's the best elder bro anyone will ask for..

How grateful am I...

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you!!

I miss you la wei!!!!

Miss home like crazy!!

study study study~~

Wah lao.. I seriously need a meal at Segamat..

I want eat at Restaurant with family..

want eat freshly cooked fish..

I want eat just-cooked dishes!!!!!

mau makan banyak banyak banyak banyak!!!!!!!!

Candy's meal during study week:

Chap fan

Bread

Biscuits..
and lots lots lots lots lots of  medical books+notes

tak tahan dy lar...

I want some hot, just-cooked and nice food!!!!

>.<

I miss you~~~
2 more days to exam..
WOAHHHHHHH~~~
Scary like gilar..
pray pray..
MUST PASS wei...

Gold within a rock

Sienz de lo..

Uish!!!

Got a parking ticket for illegal parking..

hehe..

Just for an hour and half oni mah..

Like that also kena..

Somemore.. somemore..

I do nicely the survey lo..

Kinda ensure at night don't have de lo..

Got one at 6.54pm..

Pandai la tu..

I joined the training lo..

Run and hiking stuff which started at 5.30pm.

It ended like 7.15pm..

See la.. see la.. Just that few minutes..

so sienz le lo..

so fan la..

Hate the police.. Uish..

Got 50% discount lagi if pay within 14 days..

Now lea..

Wanna pay myself or not?

Or 

Should I tell mum or bro?

Should I or shouldn't I?

I DISLIKE TODAY..

raining somemore lo..

Note: The ticket water-proof de lo..

so sienz..

>.<

Then I phone and tell my bro lo..

Since this car used to be his beloved,

I was kinda scared actually so I asked his mood..

asked where he is..

asked him not to get angry..

Mana tau..

his reaction at first is.. 

'You accidentally bang something ah?'

Haha.. I nearly laughed out..

Then I told him that I got a ticket lo..

He just said 'Ice cream la u.. told you not to park outside'

How I know oh.. It's already 5.30pm

They cari pasal de la..

Then he said help me out.. and mms the ticket to him..

haha.. I thought he's gonna lecture me..

lol.. he didn't..

Next thing, Mum called.

haha.. I thought my bro told her lo..

rupa-rupanya, he didn't..

haha..

so, I said la.. Since my mum asked bout this fri stuff..

I said I thought she'll be angry..

she said 'how could I get angry for this?'

"Consider normal la.. "

Phew.. I'm so relax now..

she said "next time you know le lo.."

^^

Hate the police, love my mum and big bro..

Love ya.. :)

P/S: I dunno that my mum and my bro, they both so cool!!!

This is what I mean:

In every every problem I caused,

they forgive and help me out..

The case bout the lost wallet and this...

I found a diamond within a rock.
Note: Still.. I didn't tell my dad.. LOL.. not dare la.. haha


Edited version:
After my mum called,
my dad phoned me as well..
He actually dunno about the ticket lo.. 
He just called to asked when I'll go back. 
My luck is really really indescribable.. haha
Here it goes:
(My heart almost beat out from my chest!!)
"今天车还有油吗？”
“恩，还有一半。”
“你没有驾车啊？晚上出去就驾，懂吗？”
“恩，知道。。爸，我今天晚上5.30驾去学校。。
然后，6.54就拿到saman了”
“你没有放parking ticket啊?”
“我park学校外面。。。”
“啊。。没事的。带回来，爸爸会搞定的。小事来的。。k 啦。。”


Still in shocked mode.. haha..
My dad super cool la.. ^^
I don't even need to say how much.. hahaha

Grateful

It's Sunday night...

I hate sunday night..

Like always..

I don't know how to describe my feeling.

All I can feel..

All I want..

Is just......

I wish I'm still at Segamat now.

and tomorrow is a holiday.

When will I be back again?

I'm already missing them once they left.

I can't get used to the silence

after all the noise...

The silence is creeping me out..

as though I arrived to the moon.

Thanks..

to my brothers.. especially my elder brother.

I am always grateful to have him.

Grateful to have someone to protect me.

He cleaned and prepared for me..

I'll remember your advice

“记住，停车时要注意。。有什么事就打给我。

知道吗？

退车是要看后面。。

我真的真的很担心你parking的技术。。

park好好， 知道吗？”

also to my mum and dad..

Mum，“再学几次就会park啦。。她可以的。。

慢慢来，知道吗？”

Daddy was very very worried, the most...

even disagree with the idea at first..

but before I leave, he handed me money

like double of usual..

“驾车上去了，不要乱跑。。知道吗？

不要乱乱出去。。也不要一个人驾车，懂吗？

驾车了，花的钱也会多。。

不够时，要打给我。

不要傻傻的等到钱没了才打。”

What else would I wish for?

I am blessed..

and showered with care.

Grateful...

**In deep down of my heart, I can feel the love...

They have touched my heart in a way that cause grateful tears**

Surprise!!!

Yeah.. Yup..

I was surprised.. and shocked..

Haha..

Here it goes:

From my previous post..

I was way way too down d..

cause I trust him, dad..

a lot.. lots~~

So, when he break a promise,

I'll feel very very down~~

Yeah.. i know.. being spoilt huh?

Probably...

I admit I'm dependent on him..

Cause he never fails to cheer me up..

and he do success every time.

It's like..

he can sense my sadness through phone.

He was way too busy to fetch me back..

yet.. Fri night..

(I don't have class for this Fri.. but thurs class till 6.30pm)

he came all the way to fetch me.

I get so shocked.. that I nearly stunned.

The first moment I saw him,

he smiled at me...

Sweet~~

cause he seldom smile..

he used to be that kind of cool dad..

You know.. those seldom smile and laugh along..

So.. I felt warm when he smiled.

He was driving all alone.

It's sunday, today..

And i'm still at Segamat..

Going back on Monday.. hehe^^

He doesn't trust public transport..

so, he's gonna fetch me again

haha..

overprotective?? yeah.. i guess

So.. another surprise

He was driving all the way alone..

He used to have a friend company and I'll be sleeping..

but that day was different..

we talk talk and yeah.. he like tease me

I dig out his love story since he asked mine.

haha..

I found out one of my ancestor is Nyonya..

it's like real Nyonya.. dress, shoes, food

everything la..

but not from Malacca

(Reminds me of a friend..^^)

erm.. lots la..

some privacy and confidential..

Lol..

Like his past.. my future...

my childhood.. blaX3

haha...

one thing is that...

I love you, Dad..

Thanks for everything.

P/S: Yeah.. I know I know.. It sounds like I was so upset previously..

But this is who I am.. I forgive others easily.. but hardly for my own mistake.

Not something good, right?

wait wait.. I never angry to my dad.. Never..

because it's love..

Dad

The closest shot I can.. He dislike photo with smile d.. ^^

Last saturday night..

daddy came to meet me here..

He and a driver..

I got all shock when he called around 5pm

and tell me to wait for dinner

but keep tummy quiet..

I almost can't believe

his action...

I thought he was joking

as he always do...

he brought up lots of food..

plus a dress from Mum..

Hmm.. dress.. haha..

I kept it well.. lolz

He arrived to me almost 9.30pm

It was a boring day for me

as I had class on the morning Saturday

but the moment I saw daddy..

I cheer up.. up to cloud nine!!!

haha..

Yup..

Then we went for dinner..

it feels strange firstly..

cause dad and I seldom have dinner

only two of us.. usually in family

He order lots of dishes..

that i dunno how to finish..

haha.. I tried to eat a lot..

That's what he was trying to feed me..

haha..

then we talked.. like real long..

I miss him.. i really do..

He used to be so so busy..

But that moment.. he's beside..

sitting and listening to my every words.

My heart ache to see him..

cause he looks tired... he do.

and whenever he smokes.. I feel like crying..

I dunno what to do, Dad..

You have been smoking for ages..

I know it's tough.. but when you said

"妮， 我会烦。。这生意"

I dunno how to help...

Does my study fees burden you?

Whenever I put on worry face,

you'll say.. "你不要相学费的问题。。 爸爸会有办法。。你担心什么？

爸爸还有SOSCO。。妈妈也有。 够的。。”

that's what you told...

“但是你还有两个小儿子。。不要忘记了。”

”只要以后你记得养我就可以啦。。到他们，你都做工啦”

When I said medicine is expensive.. i don't want..

You said “妮， 你可以读就去读。。当年如果爸爸会读，现在就是律师了。。

你在怕什么？放心去读。。”

I choose local.. and IMU because the fees are affordable..

Dad, I'm the first one further study..

I don't do enough research..

After SAM, I only realised I can go for government uni..

Sorry, dad...

He's really comforting..

whenever he said

“妮，只要你要出国，我会有办法的。。一定让你出国。”

“现在也不迟。。”

I was worrying about my coming CPR exam

cause seniors told us

the system is RANDOM FAILING

(Yeah... random failing!)

RM50 for resit..

he said “你放心去考。。如果不及格，重考咯。。只要过关。。

他们要的只是钱。。

你要加油。。我帮你加了好的油。super的。。”

he tried to cheer me up saying,

“还没找到parking位啊？等车到了，你没的用”

“明天礼拜咯。。可以睡到12点才醒，你最喜欢的”

His favourite quote towards me..

cause I used to show him 100marks for my Maths exam

smiling brightly at him.

“考99也是A。。100分也是A。。爸爸不是说不要你考100分，只是要告诉你。。尽力就好。到了大学，看的就是你过关就好。不要给自己太大的压力。。

尽力就好，知道吗？”

His quote:

“当你考到doc， 我也是doc。。我是doc的爸爸”

“你不想开clinic。。。那我开医院给你好了。”

He's my support..

every girl's dream of dad like him..

hilarious.. protective.

what can I do without you?

I know his pain as he shares.. Thanks for everything he does

for me.. for family..

Love you, dad

I'm always daddy's girl