Sunday, December 27, 2009

Confusion

Here's my life...

Tey Candy..
Here's how the perfect describe of her life...

She is someone who don't even know what she wants basically...
Someone who actually love simple but always trap in confusion...
Someone who actually don't even understand the world well...
Someone who always get hurt, feel like telling the world but never try...
Someone who don't even know her future well...
Someone who can't even handle her friendship and relationship well...
Someone who fail and felt down in her life's goal many times...
Someone who actually alone in this world as she never has many friends...
Someone who hate to made decision knowing that either the decision will hurt others...
Someone who thinks for others but never know how to think for herself...
Someone who actually love to talk and share her thinking but don't have friends to stay beside all the time...
Someone who actually love people to care for her but doesn't want the relationship to involve love except only friendship...
Someone who has bad memory in remembering...
Someone who always choose to hide and run away from truth...
Someone who hates lies but has too much secret in the heart till she couldn't differentiate true and lies...
Someone who don't even know when is the moment she feel truly happy and relaxing
Someone who don't even know what's the most important memory in her life...
Someone who wish to be different but end up as alone...
Someone who don't really know herself but can write all these!!

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Jacob Black


Jacob Black in Twilight series movie is played by Taylor Lautner...

For me, he's totally cool and suitable to be Jacob Black. It's just fit into everything describe in stories. The way he tried to protect Bella and of course, his smile... The smile that described once by Bella as the Sun.

I couldn't denied that he's really much younger than what I thought. He's even younger than me by one years. That's surprising... Haha... He's really my cup of tea!! I mean in characteristic form.

So, I would try to list down his way that attract me... ^.^

First of all, the way he is...
he always get things straight up..
Most important is his big smile..



Melting... Haha...
He's the one that help Bella at her darkest moment..

His quote... Nice words...
Funny as well...
Mostly from Eclipse where he and Bella getting better than just friend and nest to New Moon.
Breaking down is just a too sad.


I’m in love with you, Bella. Bella, I love you. And I want you to pick me instead of him. I know you don’t feel that way, but I need the truth out there so that you know your options. I wouldn’t want a miscommunication to stand in our way.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 14, p.327
(I like the way he express his love)

Until your heart stops beating, Bella. I’ll be here — fighting. Don’t forget that you have options.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 15, p.330
(He never give up and try very hard for Bella)

Next time you want to hit me, use a baseball bat or a crowbar, okay?
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 15, p.335
(Funny ^.^)

Could I please have just a few seconds of your undivided attention, Miss Swan?
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 17, p.373
(Asking for attention in the way that draw a smile)

Well, I figured that maybe it would make you remember me once in a while. You know how it is, out of sight, out of mind.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 17, p.375
(Good excuse after kissing Bella?)

When are you finally going to figure out that you’re in love with me, too?
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 21, p.481
(Oh... in emotion!!)

Go fetch a space heater. I’m not a St. Bernard. You asked for a space heater and here I am!
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 22, p.489
(P/S: St. Bernard is one species of dog that breed to rescue)

I knew you were just as crazy jealous as I am.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 22, p.497
(Undoubtedly, he's an understanding man)

I didn’t say it wasn’t the best night I’ve ever spent. Just that I didn’t get a lot of sleep. I thought Bella was never going to shut up.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 23, p.509
(It's just funny the way he is)

That should have been our first kiss. Better late than never.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 23, p.530
(I guess he's really in love..)

He’s like a drug for you, Bella. I see that you can’t live without him now. It’s too late. But I would have been healthier for you. Not a drug; I would have been the air, the sun.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 26, p.599
(He's totally just a sun.. Hot and important!)

The clouds I can handle. But I can’t fight with an eclipse.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 26, p.600
(Now, I know why the title is Eclipse)

I’ll always be waiting in the wings, Bella. You’ll always have that spare option if you want it.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 26, p.602
(He's totally causing people to bleed just looking at the way he love Bella)

I’m just here to be your friend. Your best friend, one last time.
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 4, p.62
(Sad... But the sentence means a lot. It's really a breaking down)

So are you going to be my Valentine? Since you didn’t get me a fifty-cent box of candy, it’s the least you can do.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.202
(He's totally adorable!)

As long as you like me the best. And you think I’m good-looking—sort of. I’m prepared to be annoyingly persistent.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.212
(He's kinda annoying but really funny)

I won’t lose you, Bella. Not for this.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 12, p.290
(Wow!)

Well, I’m so sorry that I can’t be the right kind of monster for you, Bella. I guess I’m just not as great as a bloodsucker, am I?
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 13, p.307
(Disappointed)

Bella: I love you.
Jacob: I love you more.
(Unbelievable!)

Does my being half naked bother you?
Jacob Black, New Moon
(Real hot and of course it bother!)

Friday, December 4, 2009

A friend of mine

3rd December 2009

Before I started, let me introduce my smiley supplier.
Here it goes::

It started when I was in Form 5. I organised a trip to KL for factory stuff and visit here and there at the end of the year which would be at December.
It was initially under Leo Club but since there's only few members joined, I decided to open it up to everyone no matter who they are.
So, this is how friendship is bonded.
In the Add Maths tuition, Mr. Xiong, I sat just beside a girl name Ah Bai who is Seg Hwa student.
She is very helpful although I meant to help her in Maths. We had a real great time together in tuition... (This can be seen as we even gave birthday present to each other but now getting less in contact ever since our seat is changed and Serene seat beside me instead)
So, he is friend of Ah Bai. I asked her to help me with the trip. The very first supportive one is surely him.
He can be considered the only one who sign up immediately (after few days of course).
He get my number as he has to send his I/C number to me for the insurance of trip.
Although at the end the trip was not success, he is the only one of few who asked me not to cancel it. Can see that he kinda excited to look forward for the trip.

So, as i said before that he had my contact number..
As days passed, we chat and even talk through the phone.
We share our thought and mostly all our chat are happy ever after.
He's really good in talking jokes especially comes to entertaining messages.
he always draw a big smile on my face without fail even he just talk me out what he did the whole day.
The first time we met each other is due to a bet we had. I lost the bet and need to pay the price as I felt asleep first. He's really a nice guy.
So, that's how we met. He drove my car before when I was nearby Segamat Bahru as I having my hospital attachment nearby. I just feel myself much more lighter a lot whenever talk to him.
It's like you can talk everything no matter sad or angry because at the end, everything will makes a smile on my face.
He's totally "My Jacob"... The sun who brings warm and smile... Like him..

Alright back to the topic..
Yesterday we promise to meet each other again since we hadn't met from the first day I went out for further study at Subang while he's pursuing his architecture career.

I set the day which initially has to be 2nd November but due to transport problem, I postponed the day to 3rd November.
He set the time to be 3.30p.m.
I was initially not nervous as whenever having this meet. there'll never be silence moment.
I felt comfortable around him, I guess.
For him, I guess he always talk that much.. (That's what he said about himself)
He was late due as his Mum cook porridge for him (How nice...)
But end up I was the only one eating while he just do all the talk.
By the way, this meal was his... ^.^
P/S: Thinking of getting him a new wallet for his coming birthday

So, we ended around 5.15p.m.. He said it was short as he arrive around 4.15p.m (We usually can talk for hours without stop. It's like we have bunch of things to share)
That's him...
And, as the usual D... He horn me while he's at the back of my car as a sign of "Welcome"- he said after I thanks him for the meal...
He's just.. well, always there to make me smile. That's all I can say.
And.. always ready to talk and have a real long chat as well..

He's sort of the first guy that officially be my best male friend..
I talked a lot with him and even share lots of details on every detail of daily life...
He's the first guy that I went out with to have a drinks.. (Not in a bunch of friends... just he and I)
He's the first guy who I think I'm most comfortable with..
All I can say is that... I'm glad to meet him as my friend...

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Twilight Saga - New Moon

I watched the movie on 27 November 2009!!

I'm really too excited to watch the movie... Can't wait to see Jacob has his hair cut...
It is really hot and handsome...
I like the way he tried to protect and cheer Bella up..
The way he looks into the eyes of Bella and try to tell her how much he love him and yet try to keep her happy and protected from any harm...
He did a very big sacrifice and always ready to provide his shoulder for Bella like a guardian... Especially when Edward wasn't around for Bella...

The movie is really.... Well... Nice movie...
I had read the book version and after watching the movie, I realised that I can actually understand better and picture better...

It may not be as exciting as I was reading the story book...
At the scene whether Jacob will be able to win Bella's heart back or not...
At the scene whether Bella could make it or not to save Edward from being exposed...

I was so attracted when I was reading the story... Even forgotten the time is ticking as passing very fast...

I still actually like Jacob's character when I first read more about him in New Moon...
Recently, I started reading on Eclipse...
I could understand that Edward is more suitable for Bella but yet... I still like Jacob...
His character which always ready to draw a smile on you...
I would love to have a sun around me... Just don't dry me up... ^.^