An apologize

Today's term:

Double parking

And have you ever try that??

Well, this is what happening:

(trust me, great story ahead!)

After morning 5am wake up,

6am drive to hospital gombak (1 hr journey)

Stay at hospital whole day long till 2pm.

Drive back, 

and I'm half dead!!!

hz.. what a day hurh?

Main point:

Lunch time.

I double park... My bad..

But I put my phone number for in case.

The food.. wahlao..

seriously delicious..

I enjoy eating eating and eating..

and...

SHIT HAPPEN!

I forgotten my phone..

:(

Once i look into that old Sony Ericsson,

9 misscalled with 3 messages!!!

My god!!

I ran out..

In a nervous mood, I said, "Sorry" and quickly remove my car.

Once parking down, I settle back to restaurant.

All appetite gone..

Hz.. bad bad day..

Manatau,

my phone ring again. 

"1 new message"

From 012xxxxxxx

Candy: hurh?? again arh?

Open

** 11** (Carplat) AMOI LO SO RUDE!

DOUBLE PARKING N DIDN'T ANSWER PHONE.

YOUR MUM SURE D*E IN SHAME TO HAVE U AS A DAUGHTER.

DIDN'T APOLOGIZE EITHER!

First reaction, harh?? I did apologize.

Calm down..

And I replied.

"Sir, I did apologize but I guess u didn't hear it.

I know it's my wrong to not being answer your call but there's no such need to scold my mum into it. You have my apologize again. Sincerely apologize from me, to you."

Few minutes passed..

No replied.

So, I decided to call.

(I have no idea where the courage come from but hey.. it's my mum that you're scolding!!!)

I called, no answer. 

He replied:

"Next time when double park, answer yr hp so we know where r u"

My thought: Seems like someone's feeling better.

"Yes, I will. I get my lesson. I apologize again for keeping you waiting for so long.

Accept my apologize and take back your words, will you?

I'm sorry once again."

One very smile drawing words came back,

"Ok"

I smiled like I've just save the world from earthquake!!

"Thanks. and have a nice day ahead!! :) :)"

and unbelievable,

he replied, 

"Same goes to you. Have a nice day!"

Well... what can I say??

He make my day to worst and then colourize it!!!

I guess..

I may still look the same old Candy,

but now... 

There's no longer misunderstanding and cause revenge,anger, hatred.

One apologize, one thank you, one nice phrase..

Everything is all good!

And maxis arh maxis..

The misscalled is notified through messages de lor..

If you're maxis user, u know sometimes the line really not stable.

Don't make this happen again..

pls.. 

:)

All's good.. and all's well.

Proud for the outcome!!!


**stay tuned for my mum's birthday celebration report.**
Report once after exam!

It actually hurts a lot..

LOTS..

Too much to be handle

Promise

I am a believer...

I believe..

and I trust...

I put my entirely faith in..

without any doubt..

cause I trust you...

Don't you know??

Don't you ever.. ever.. ever..

keep me a promise..

when you can't keep it.

It's not gonna hurt

this much...

if you.. if you..

just tell the truth first..

I'm not fragile..

I am not...

Do you know

your promise put me to smile happily?

Do you know

your promise put me in faith?

AND..

Don't you know!!

how much it hurt when you break your promise

over.. over and over again..

I'm not angry..

I'm not..

but I am dissapointed..

cause I'm hurt...

I forgive cause

I love, I care...

But each time I recovered..

there's a scar left.

and...

You broke your promise...

again.

And all this..

I hate myself for what happened.

I hate myself..

I've given in so so much..

cause I trust you.

Don't promise me again...

Cause I don't know

if I can trust all over again.

And I'm afraid

of losing faith in you

Human... is so vulnerable

I have been..

taking medicine..course

pills..

antibiotics..

and putting cream!!

I remember that...

when I was in teenage

around secondary school time,

I used to avoid seeing doctor..

avoid taking in pills or medicine...

and..

honestly,

I hate eating all the stupid pills

given when you're sick.

Oh ya!

I remember I lied once to my mum

that I had taken the medicine..

though the fact is I throw them away...

Haha.. alright, I'm guilty!

I just hate the medicine..

can't they be sweet?

I'm not diabetic.. just hate bitter!

and the taste really really bad..

It's like the taste of pills can stay

in the throat.. all the way to your digestive system

and take all my appetite away!

Stupid pills...

And now...

I hurt my leg before this..

due to the stupid shoes I had..

First, was the corn.

It's quite a common skin disorder.

But it's painful as it's at your foot palm

hence, every single step I take, it's painful!

That's really terrible...

especially when you need to walk to uni everyday!

After a month loooonnng...

My mum drag me to see doctor

(I still dislike seeing doc.. but I'm taking medicine course.. crazy huh?)

All he do after few simple phrases,

is just give me medicine..

those pills again..

and antibiotic!!!!

Secondly, I hurt my legs

during skating..

that's bad huh? but I still love skating

And due to the open deep wound,

I got inflammation..

which means those bacteria got interested to my wound..

hence, they are flirting with my immune system..

haha..

As the result, my legs swell up..

It looks ugly.. yet I found it funny.. haha..

It doesn't hurt that much..

except when cleaning the wound.

So, due to the inflammation...

I have to see doctor AGAIN!

then.. he gave me few simple phrases AGAIN..

then gave me antibiotic AGAIN..

This antibiotic taste really really bad..

though they do have pretty colours.. but I still hate them.

THEY SMELLS LIKE DURIAN!!

I HATE DURIAN smells in my throat..

I lost my appetite more often now!

Durian smells antibiotics.. haha

That's not even the end!

The corn doesn't heal fast enough..

So, today my mum nag me to go see doc AGAIN!

as usual..

few simple phrases AGAIN

then give me antibiotics and pills AGAIN..

Fine..

I hate pills+antibiotics..

Can they just stop give me antibiotics?

I'm so so so sick of pills now..

AM I SO ILL??

I think I'll end up..

so antibiotic after all these...

My immune system better be strong.. or not I'm gonna work with it..

So fragile!

The worst part is..

As a medical student, I have to finish all the pills..

Note: You have to complete antibiotic.. not even less one pills.. so that the antibiotic can work efficiently or else it'll end up like as though you never take any.. stupid huh?

That's that's that's just... ow.. so unfair..

feel like throwing all to the hungry bin with wide opened mouth waiting..

yet I can't..

reason? cause I knew better than others as medical students.

Eish...

Not really wisdom of wisdom teeth

Stupid wisdom teeth..

he finally found his way to pop out...

why now? why today?

It's so so so painful

that I can't even close my jaws..

my enamel is literally enlarge and swollen up..

I dunno what going on.. not a dentist

As the result,

I wasted my lunch and

the aunty gave me a look for not finishing..

At that very moment,

my tears nearly fall down..

It's not that I don't want to eat..

I tried.. I really tried..

I even tried to swallow without chewing..

Ended hurt my throat

and undigested lunch around my throat..

Today's class is longest among whole semester..

also the last day for class..

I can even hardly smile..

cause the entire jaw is like stiff.. u can hardly move..

It's a very very tough day to pass..

especially with empty stomach..

and uncloseable jaws..

One of my batchmate said

"Wisdom teeth grow when you're in love.. then he congrates me=.="

One of my friend said

"Wisdom teeth grow shows u finally reach your wisdom =.="

And congrates me again..

For me,

Say "NO" to wisdom teeth..

It's painful..T.T

A little.. not much.. means whole of my world

Was kinda moody today..

after checking my result for my very first assignment..

I have to reset my minds..

Not a very good thought that I have...

Nothing big deal..

At least I passed, right?

Learning to accept imperfection..

Learning to accept that I'm just not good enough..

but never ever give up trying..

There's nothing wrong with "B"

nothing big deal about "A"

Cause.. A for Andy..

B for Bandy..

And C for Candy!!

(How about D??)

What cheers me up?

A single picture of smiley can hardly cheer up..

But this..

Beauty and The Beast..

Spent some time.. watch the fairy tales..

Have some hope within..

Look at the amazing of love..

Have some imagination..

Look into the fairy tales

Cause...

I believe in fairy tales..

And at the end of movies,

I'm smiling while typing and accepting

that I ruin my first assignment.. lolz..

no worries though..

still have the second one^^

Fresh in memories,

the first time I failed an examination

when I was taking my SAM at Taylor's.

The very first Chemistry test..

(I was absent for classes over JPA scholarship attachment and didn't study well)

I cried over the phone talking to my mum..

cause I can't withstand the pressure..

especially when the teacher came over and talk to me..

She is a very good teacher..

but she thought there's sth wrong with me

(Note: Other subject are normal.. well.. a bit good in Maths which worries her as she thought I have some difficulties in Chem although not in SPM<-- according to her)

Haha..

Look at me!!

Nothing big deal to fail!

not a "B" gonna upset me.. >.<

Haha..

Cause this experience is the one

that earn me to be the highest scorer in Chemistry

in Express Classes at some exam..

(Just lucky enough.. My chemistry not that good actually.. haha)

Guess what..

Now, it's just the beginning...

To "B",

"You're not qualified to upset me cause even "Fail" failed to to that"

"Might be once.. but not once again"

=P

Nervous + Interview = Disappointed

Hz...

That's how my day begin...

It's the very very first

Behavioural Science Interview

Basically, it's a practice and the only one...

so, I have to interview the patient

(Note: This is so-called stimulated patients

Means we actually given "actor/actress" who can act as patient

This including coughing, acting blax3

They are pro.. real pro wei...

They will increase the level of difficulties as time progress..

So, Sem 1 still ok la..

but will get more and more sooner...)

We'll have the real Interview...

It's like one of the important assessment.

I'll have to gather and ask question to the stimulated patient

(Note: Sarcastic huh?

I'll be conducting Interview by asking question yet

I'M NERVOUS LIKE CRAZY!!!)

I can feel my heart beat clearly without stethoscope

Haha...

Well, my patient having palpitation

and he felt breathless...

(:( I'm the last one to conduct interview in front of my PBL group members..

So, I'm super duper nervous.. Those guys ah.. not gentleman enough.. haha)

When he said he had palpitation,

I feel like telling him

"I know how you feel cause I'm breathless right now too"

haha.. but of course, I didn't

I get so so so so NERVOUS
that I speak really fast..

Even my facilitator said I speak very fast..

ended like I'm actually memorizing everything

Eish.. where got?

I don't even know what's in my head that moment!!!

I forgotten to ask some question as well..

which means it's not good!!!

And.. I dunno what had I said..

Candy ah candy..

I screwed my only practice...

with a disappointed result...

Only a stimulated patient and I'm already so nervous

Candy:

Communication Skills=0

eish... fail lo...

:(

I'm LATE!!

Recently..

Having some disorder in internal clock..

haha..

means my internal clock mistuned to other time zone...

As the result,

I took nap at afternoon..

ended hardly sleep at night till 2am...

(P/S: This photo really funny de lo...

At the side of the road somemore..

I wonder whether any drivers found that annoying

and press on the oil pedal and run across it.. lolz.. )

Hence,

due to this mistuned time

I was late for class yesterday (19 May).. haha

oversleep..

Result:

Skipped one lecturer and left only one..

lolz..

Candy ah candy..

Only 2 hours per day

and you can't attend that 2 hours ah?

Haha..

Thankfully SK called me.. or not..

I'll be sleeping so soundly.. haha

Embarrassed...

What a day!!!

I'm sure it's gonna be

a remarkable..

unforgettable

memory craved on the brain

Ugh..

It's my first day to Singapore

with Daddy's trip..

Sort of like a business trip to officially visit the

Marina Bay Sands

It's a future to be foreigner travel spot

(basically it's the casino)

I have to admit

I admire the architecture ideas...

great and amazing..

However, it's not fully ready yet

hence, most of the shops are under construction

and not really able to visit

every nook and corner

I realised that I can actually

feel the wind..

strong and relaxing wind..

carrying every trouble with them

It's really nice despite it's the hot Mr. Sun

Here comes the problem..

The Big Problem..

It's a business trip..

My bro and daddy both went

So, I just follow them around

(I don't even know why am I there first place)

When they finally decided to enter the casino,

I started to feel panic..

(I'm below 21)

They need us to show the passport

My very brilliant bro..

He said they won't notice

(But, It's SINGAPORE!!)

Ended, the guard asked me

"You're born at 91 and you want enter?!"

I was like "What?? You think I want this ah?"

(Of course I didn't said out.. haha)

I just smiled and stare at my bro

So, he company me out.. wait.. standing

till the others drivers came out

he enter.. And me.. just standing dreaming

Then,

Out of sudden

The bad luck still don't want to get away

My shoes spoilt

(It means the entire, whole base of my shoes drop off!!)

I was like.. "Oh.. No no no.. what now?!

I don't know how to walk la...

We were having lunch that time..

So, you need to walk..

I can.. but my shoes can't..

So embarrassing!!!

Then Daddy said let's go and buy a new one

But I know it's gonna be expensive

There's still a tour to go later.. =.=

It's even more embarrassing

when I need to bring the base of shoes

to throw!!

Super Duper Embarrassing..

Then i need to walk to the shoes shop

This is the first time ever.. EVER

I wish to have a wheel chair!!

I wonder how many pairs of eyes noticed

I wonder how many of them smiled

I wonder how many of them put up a question mark

We just simply go into a shop

It's like all 5 stars shop..

What can I do??

The salesgirl.. look at my shoes

I guess more to stare...

That's make me even embarrassed!!

Then I saw a mirror

The girl inside

Has a real red face

That makes the condition even worst

I can feel the warm blood..

adrenaline rush?? Probably

I don't know what to do..

Simply choose one of the most that i like

Don't even know the price

tried..

It's like a normal sandal..

And the price is $98 (Singapore dollar)

Which is about RM200!!!

I never ever bought a sandal this expensive

How?

My lovely daddy said as long it's comfortable..

Then need to ask the salesgirl to throw my shoes away

I'm really really embarrassed!!!

What A day!!!