Candy~~

In troubled...

Sometimes I just got wonder, worried..

for my name.

=.="

haha...

It's like.. when someone say introduce yourself,

I got all thinking again...

When I said, "Hi, I'm Candy."

I wonder what's in their mind.

Cause.. the fact is

Who will think the real name will be Tey Candy?

Then.. I thinks again..

Will they think I named myself Candy for being sweet?

Oh.. That's what I worried everyday

when meeting someone...

lol..

How la?

Sometimes I don't even know

that my name consider easy to remember, or just funny, remarkable?

Got all confused..

worried pulak...

I remembered that when i was a child,

I really really wanna change my name so badly...

Now, I'm so lost. I can't imagine changing my name..

AND I can't stop my mind thinking all these.

Can anyone.. anyone..

tell me...

what you think when you first heard my name?

Am I thinking too much?

But this is Me..

It's Me- Candy.

Who else would I be if I'm not Candy?

Miss you~~

I felt cold inside...

emptiness throughout...

since the moment you all left...

It hurts..

to see all the photos of ours again.

But it's breathless..

not to think of you..

Could I be greedy just for a second?

Heal me...

comfort me...

Think of me...

Make me your center...

What can I do?

I wish so hard.. so hard...

that sometimes.. I failed to believe in wishes.

I'll wait...

till we meet again.

and I know we will...

cause

I miss you, too~~

I knew it...

Ended Semester 1..

Today was the first day of Semester 2..

Means.. getting result from Sem 1 lo...

Before that~~

My PBL groupmates are all quite nice..

Most of them are from overseas..

if not mistaken only 3 gals out of 10.. kesian..

hahaha..

had a dinner at WH's house..

She cooks for me^^ wohoo...

I got my result letter from morning..

but I just not dare enough to read...

so, I kept till night..

I called my mum..

she persuade me to see..

I'm curious actually but scared..

scared.. worried..

Then..

I didn't score well..

seriously.. hz...

My mum even thought I was joking.

See.. how la?

I knew I won't score well in Bio area

I knew I wasn't well prepared

I knew I don't put enough effort inside...

I knew I won't like these like Maths...

sad~~

dissapointed~~

I knew I'll face these...

But..

what can I do?

nothing...

Just face it.. go ahead..

and try my best..

pls pls... I have to be hardworking

Weak~~

Dear all,

please make sure you all eat

clean, healthy and worth

meal everyday!!

Human is weak.. it's a truth

so, please please do take care of yourself.

Got food poisoning...

I'm so so "lucky" to be the only one

having constant diarrhea from

yesterday night around 7pm

till today afternoon!!

And..

I still have unfinished business

with Mr. Toilet..

and unclear conflict with

my dear stommy..

as well as confusing relationship with

my friend, throathy...

I'm so weak...

Mum said I'm so unhealthy.. haha

My bro who also has diarrhea but

they seem ok only..

once in toilet, done whole day.

So unfair...

I can still literally smell the food I ate through burp

for my yesterday lunch and breakfast.

Skipped my dinner with little meehon soup..

can't eat much..

all gonna end up as

watery poops diarrhea.

Don't feel uncomfortable, haha...

and I think,

I almost gonna vomit..

but it just doesn't success.

So, last night was a torture to me.

I can't sleep nicely with conflict over stomach

and confused throat.

so, I didn't rest well...

I hate myself being sick at this moment.

I kept telling "Not now.. not now"

"I have a project to finish by today!!!"

Advice: Candy, don't do any last minute work la..

hz.. never ending habit.

Result: healthy fasting for a day

but with lots of water intake for stomach.

I'm gonna lose healthy weight by burning all fats this way.. lol

Conclusion: I hate food poisoning but I had quite a number of experience.

Worst case at Thailand trip previously..

Hence, I have a lazy and useless immune system

and lousy digestive system.

I'm now have 100Plus as my good friend, life saver

Thumbs up for 100Plus^^

Ryan Reynolds

Woo hoo...

Look who's this...

Haha..

I have to agree when they said

"He's the sexiest man alive!"

Lol.. haha

My first impression of him is when

I watched School of Life.

He was the awesome teacher inside

who is often called as Mr. D.

He's a history teacher who has excellent ideas of teaching..

though I don't really like the ending as

he ended up dead due to some incurable disease...

Nice movie..

Thumbs upx2 to him!!

That's Mr. D... haha

Then I saw him again.. and again..

In the movie The Proposal.

He's really really handsome in the movie...

Haha..

They both won the Kiss MTV award.. very nice story line

and very very funny.. Go watch!

I like the way he smile.. and the way he talk

especially his voice.. very clear

Crystal clear.. Lol..

Can see his smile? His SMILE!!! haha

Sounds like I'm in love with him pulak..

haha.. no la..

I adore him.. he's a nice man

Can see right in front of his face..

Written BIG BIG.. "GOOD MAN"

haha..

He gave me a very trusty and comfortable face impression

Then.. at one of the movie my friend suggested

Definitely, Maybe..

I like to see him..

He's just nice..

I even found out he also acted in

Wolverine..

Got shocked.. cause he look very very different.

When he shave.. clean..

Wah.. seriously.. he doesn't look old..

Like mature enough.. yet not childish..

A special kind of attraction.. strong one.. lol..

Love to see him in formal attire..

He looks good in tie and coat..

When he's well.. picture shows everything..

He don't look bad..

Just.. at his age, I guess..

Anyway...

He's sort of one of the actor..

I do like^^

Clap for him!! Yeah.. haha

Assignment

I'm so so so lazy...

Not even enroll for my 2nd Sem..

I've got an assignment

that will due by the week Sem started

which will be next week..

I'm not ready!! yet...

We can retake our Sem, right?

Can I retake my Sem break ah? haha..

K k..

I had my community project done..

Left the 3000words report to do..

I dunno where to start..

All I know is..

Monday said Tuesday only do la..

Tuesday said Wednesday only do la..

Wednesday said Thursday only do la..

Today.. only typed one paragraph..

Oh.. I'm such a lazy person..

get ready, Candy..

Finish it..

Show them you've done piles and piles of written report

back in SAM in shorter time given..

Haha.. I'm still dislike report.

Outing~~~ I

17th July 2010

A day out with HK ^^

Part I

10.00am

Got up into transnasional bus. Stupid ticket seller who gave us seats separately while I reminded and specifically said "I want two seats TOGETHER"

We don't care though.. Not much ppl in the bus.

Journey started.. we sat quite in front with two very young malay kids behind us.

haha.. One of the child, the boy.. sort of enjoy the moment disturbing both of us.

I can't help but turn to smile at him while his hand shock me few times. Haha..

1.15pm

Arrive to stadium bukit jalil, finally!

Sleepy journey overall.. HK slept almost the entire journey.. PIG..

He slept earlier than me the night previous.

Listening to radio throughout the journey is totally a bad idea.

Both of us looks so funny, trying to get better signal while moving our phone here and there. but finally gave up and listen to songs.

1.45pm

Finally walked back to my room...

Loonnng walk.. but thankfully I have a companion^^

We talked and I made fun of him like usual.. Haha...

All sweat up when arrive there..

he sort of worry.. as I didn't told my landlords about him.

He's afraid and said "What if she kick me out?"

I laughed and replied "I'll move out the room immediately!"

He relaxed after that.. Funny..

Haha... Thankfully the guard let him in.. or not.. he can't enter la.. haha

While in the lift, one uncle asked "Going to school.. or tuition?"

I wondered he refer the question to who.. haha..

I answered "No.. just came back."

It's weird and awkward conversation.. haha..

2.15pm

After a short rest.. here we go!! to Time Square.. haha

The only nice spot I know... using LRT.

HK never sit in LRT before till this day..

He get excited pulak.. while I gave him =.="

Haha.. I bought the ticket for us.

I suddenly realise that when I was out with my friends..

I'm the one being protected.. Now, I'm leading.. WEIRD~~

We talked while waiting to Hang Tuah Station..

When I said "I actually not sure which station to get down."

He got worried and scared "What?! Then what if wrong?"

"Then we just see lo..."

"See what? Don't play lea.."

I laughed, "Don't worry la.." I looked out the window when arrived to the station and said "Yup.. I'm right."

He looked so speechless and that makes me laughed..

2.40pm

Walking towards Times Square.

I told him "This is a safe place to stay" pointing to the old jail building

"What's this?"

"Old jail building"

"Are there still criminal inside?"

"I said old, right? of course no.."

"There are doors that they can escape.."he pointed to a door at one of the wall.

"There are two guard house though.."

"How come they painted picture on the wall?"

"They are talented.. Look!" I point on one of the picture.

"But they are destroying this.. there"

"Why? I wanna see inside.."

"How do I know?"

"Weird location for a jail"

Haha...

3.00pm

All inside the Times Square.

Usually I just followed my friends and they lead.

Suddenly I told him, I dunno they way.. haha..

Inner guide map is useful.. sometimes.. ^^

So, I used my sixth instinct.. lol

Simply walked and there..

arrive to GSC cinema..

I wasn't sure about TGV..

LOOOOONNNG que.. real long...

We have no idea which movie to watch yet..

Since he doesn't know.. and I only know Eclipse..

We watched Eclipse at 7pm^^

At least I got to watch.. I thought I can't watch at cinema

I never even think HK accompany me to watch as well..

Lol...

4.00pm

Lunch time!

HK love fast food.. due to no idea what to eat..

we went for Wendy's

Loong que again..

both of us hate crowd.

As a elder sis, I have to que la.. he sit and wait..

Lucky him ><

Wendy's look much like Mc D for us...

got real full.. and not getting hungry any sooner

His big stomach cost around RM 35

We walked and hang around..

I have no idea where I'm heading to..

So, just simply walking.. and finally..

I lead him to the corner shoes shop that he needed...

He bought basketball shoes which cost RM89.90

All I do was just "Hey.. this nicer. That's ugly.."

"This too expensive. Which one cheaper?"

haha.. He do his own survey with my help

By the way.. I paid for all these.. Lucky him again!

I was wearing shoes.. So I nag at him..

"I wanna buy slippers too... I wanna buy these.. hey this's nice"

Haha.. I even nag to him that

"I wanna see gals shoes.. but you?? never mind la.. should bring mum"

Haha.. He just listen and smiled.. lol..

Patience huh?

Oh ya.. we bought watch too...

I gave him real good opinions.

"Mine nicer.. This one better.. That's for children. White's better.. That's for gal.. Yours over there.. Go bang your head to the wall if you dunno how to read"

haha.. I said all these.. he just go along with me..

he ended listen to my opinion and bought one white and black watch.

he's happy la..

I'm the one paying all the time ><

with my saving.. none from mum or dad

We got bored while waiting for time..

and my leg starting to ache..

We sat down..

he very bad de..

make joke of others ppl passing by..

But I joined as well la.. lol..

He promised to buy JK a car toy..

So, we passed by a toy shop.

I told him "Buy this la.. Like very nice only"

he gave me a look..

"What?! It's really small but can't play la.. just for nice"

Finally... I realised "Oh.. That's expensive.."

It cost around RM 90.. haha.. We both look so funny standing in front the shop..

Way to goes for an outing..

We sat down for ice cream.. haha..

Not baskin robbin though.. broke liao.. haha...

no la.. too many ppl and we need to go for movies later.

The ice cream is so dissapointed..

and I asked him to finish.. haha..

bad sis? no la.. i very good de...

To be continued....

Human... is so vulnerable

I have been..

taking medicine..course

pills..

antibiotics..

and putting cream!!

I remember that...

when I was in teenage

around secondary school time,

I used to avoid seeing doctor..

avoid taking in pills or medicine...

and..

honestly,

I hate eating all the stupid pills

given when you're sick.

Oh ya!

I remember I lied once to my mum

that I had taken the medicine..

though the fact is I throw them away...

Haha.. alright, I'm guilty!

I just hate the medicine..

can't they be sweet?

I'm not diabetic.. just hate bitter!

and the taste really really bad..

It's like the taste of pills can stay

in the throat.. all the way to your digestive system

and take all my appetite away!

Stupid pills...

And now...

I hurt my leg before this..

due to the stupid shoes I had..

First, was the corn.

It's quite a common skin disorder.

But it's painful as it's at your foot palm

hence, every single step I take, it's painful!

That's really terrible...

especially when you need to walk to uni everyday!

After a month loooonnng...

My mum drag me to see doctor

(I still dislike seeing doc.. but I'm taking medicine course.. crazy huh?)

All he do after few simple phrases,

is just give me medicine..

those pills again..

and antibiotic!!!!

Secondly, I hurt my legs

during skating..

that's bad huh? but I still love skating

And due to the open deep wound,

I got inflammation..

which means those bacteria got interested to my wound..

hence, they are flirting with my immune system..

haha..

As the result, my legs swell up..

It looks ugly.. yet I found it funny.. haha..

It doesn't hurt that much..

except when cleaning the wound.

So, due to the inflammation...

I have to see doctor AGAIN!

then.. he gave me few simple phrases AGAIN..

then gave me antibiotic AGAIN..

This antibiotic taste really really bad..

though they do have pretty colours.. but I still hate them.

THEY SMELLS LIKE DURIAN!!

I HATE DURIAN smells in my throat..

I lost my appetite more often now!

Durian smells antibiotics.. haha

That's not even the end!

The corn doesn't heal fast enough..

So, today my mum nag me to go see doc AGAIN!

as usual..

few simple phrases AGAIN

then give me antibiotics and pills AGAIN..

Fine..

I hate pills+antibiotics..

Can they just stop give me antibiotics?

I'm so so so sick of pills now..

AM I SO ILL??

I think I'll end up..

so antibiotic after all these...

My immune system better be strong.. or not I'm gonna work with it..

So fragile!

The worst part is..

As a medical student, I have to finish all the pills..

Note: You have to complete antibiotic.. not even less one pills.. so that the antibiotic can work efficiently or else it'll end up like as though you never take any.. stupid huh?

That's that's that's just... ow.. so unfair..

feel like throwing all to the hungry bin with wide opened mouth waiting..

yet I can't..

reason? cause I knew better than others as medical students.

Eish...