Disrespectful!!!

I grown up to this age..

I had never... never..

been humiliated in this way before..

The Humiliation..

Is something you felt..

doubt.. yet.. it's so certain.

My housemate is an "asshole"!!

I'm sorry to use that word..

but she is!!

I was as usual..

using MINE clothes hanger (those standing type).

She had her clothes hanging as well..

It's all dry. 

Why can't she take it away?

Since she's at the living room as well!!!!

I was feeling so uncomfortable having her

in the living room while

I was hanging my clothes.

Note: she's with her bf..

waiting for her sister (another of my housemate)

hey, come one..

I'm a girl..

What else you gonna hang along with your clothes??

Now, I'm so regret to hang my clothes, should have waited.

And.. she and her bf..

just kept laughing all the way..

when I was hanging my clothes.

It's that kind of laugh that

comes and goes..

and burst out..

I'm so so so so close..

to shout "SHUT UP!!"

to them!!

Hey.. U can do that in your room k?

don't have to come out and wait..

B***H

I just don't get it..

she doesn't have common sense..

She paid her rent to me, I'm her landlord technically..

Where's the respect should be???

I didn't even say a word for her using my hanger..

I didn't even scold her for broking my favourite cup( not mine though)

It's really disrespect!!!

I felt like I was humiliated..

what have I done???

Shouldn't let both of that dominate sisters move in...

:(

T.T

Mummy.. I need mummy!!!

happy mother's day...

I miss home..

and 

I hate my housemate.

she's an Idiot!

Btw, her bf.. well.. i dislike the way he look as well..

what?? It's just plainly face problem.

You, that stupid housemate..

You had just cross my line..

don't expect me to smile at you ever!!!!

Need a plan!!

I'm so gonna kick you out..

HATE YOU!!!

P/S: It could be me being so stress up due to stress.. 

Whatever, still.. ppl just don't laugh without reason!

心痛

aahhhh...

My laptop felt down accidentally...

from a table...

and

broken the edge...

it's a prominent scar there dy lar..

心痛。。

心痛，难过。。。

what should I do now??

Though I know it's not on purpose,

but I seriously felt heart broken towards my laptop..

although it's not so grand laptop, 

it's a present that accompany me since I was out for study.

:(

hz...

心痛

laptop need doctor...

:(

P/S: that isn't my laptop btw

A.N.G.R.Y+ U.P.S.E.T!!

I feel like exploding!!

Like a volcano!!!!!!!!

If there's a road, no cars..

I'm gonna speed up to 200km/h!!

What a STUPID day!

Go away!!

GO AWAY!!

Leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope

Drops by drops...

The heavy loaded water droplets landed on my umbrella..

Steps by steps...

The strong wind forces the water to store up in my long pants..

At that moment,

how much I wish..

I wasn't walking back alone.

The supposingly 10minutes walk..

has appeared to be an endless pathway..

The cold.. 

The wind..

The water..

Somehow seems like welcoming me..

They're asking me to join the rain.

Drop the umbrella,

Off the mask on face,

and smile brightly to enjoy the rain!

Dance, instead of walk..

Run, instead of slow walk!

This vivid scene 

is like a stucked video player..

repeating continuosly in my mind.

And..

slowly the loneliness creep in..

like a devil giving you an agreement..

Showing you the easy pathway.

At that moment...

I wish hard.. very hard..

that any of my friend who's driving..

anyone!

can just pass by and pick me up..

send my "safely and dry" to my room..

A horn from a car..

will immediately pop the hope..

How nice would it be to have someone to fetch?

How nice is it to have a companion?

How warm is it when you saw someone waiting after class?

How warm is it when you talked and smiled all the way walking back??

How many times my friends invited me to Block B?

I lost the counts..

Everyday of my class..

Every 10minutes walk to uni..

For almost a year..

How long can I still hold on to this long distance?

I guess...

I'm just looking for a reason to continue staying Block A..

maybe.. I'm just tired of walking.

no matter..

it's rainny.. sunny.. windy.. or snowy??

Yet..

here am I.. still at block A

New room

Arghh... 

I somehow miss my old room!!

Haha..

Officially move into this new room 

today!!

Haha..

Spent lots lots of hours cleaning up..

Ough...

Seriously, I wonder how the previous gal live..

Dirty dirty dirty wei...

The new room is spacious..

but I can't find any Candy's smell in it.. 

And I slept around 4am and woke up at 9.30am..

wat a great day huh?

hahaha..

Still, I really appreciate having a elder bro..

He drive up with another worker..

help me to move the table.

Or else I might die under the heavy table..

LOL..

Haha..

Ehy.. still, I do move the bed and wardrobe.

almost taken away my breathe!!!

And this is the first time I felt asleep in Sem 3..

Lol..

I really very tired dy lar..

Somemore morning continue moving lea..

and and and..

the lecture.. NW.. seriously.. sleep-induced talk.

Haha..

Wat to do? It just doesn't get my attention..

Candy ah candy..

wait wait.. 

CLEARANCE: I felt asleep like few minutes only lar..

My fren keep kacauing me..

haha..

So, I do listen but not for the attention. 

I'm havin my CSU tomorrow..

my clinical skills..

very very stressful class..

as in it's practical by all those doc who shoot question.

IT'S LIKE MATTER OF LIFE AND DEAD..

Sem 3?!

Seriously?? No fun to relax.. but definitely lots to learn+study

:(

Updated

Firstly,

sorry bloggie!

In this one month holiday,

I've been into my own world.

Lost all my contact with others..

especially Mr. Time.

All I've done for this holiday was just

makan, tidor, makan, tidor...

Uish.. 

Such an unhealthy life..

Sleep late, skip breakfast as well..

How can Candy be like this??

*************************************

Happy New Year, Bloggie!!

Miss me? haha..

Result:

there wasn't any update last month

Reason:

I've done nothing in the holiday lar.. 


My new year resolution:
Study hard!!!
Have to improve my result.. though I pass..
but not really good arh~~


Play hard!!!
This sem 3 need communication skills well..
I'm gonna need to find back my once upon leo skill..
haha...


Lastly..
secret.. =P


First day of new year,
I'm already homesick like gilar..
keep thinking bout "by now.. I should be.. if I'm home"
waahh.. Mama!!
Make me strong pls.. or else..
I can't live alone here..
killing me!

Gold within a rock

Sienz de lo..

Uish!!!

Got a parking ticket for illegal parking..

hehe..

Just for an hour and half oni mah..

Like that also kena..

Somemore.. somemore..

I do nicely the survey lo..

Kinda ensure at night don't have de lo..

Got one at 6.54pm..

Pandai la tu..

I joined the training lo..

Run and hiking stuff which started at 5.30pm.

It ended like 7.15pm..

See la.. see la.. Just that few minutes..

so sienz le lo..

so fan la..

Hate the police.. Uish..

Got 50% discount lagi if pay within 14 days..

Now lea..

Wanna pay myself or not?

Or 

Should I tell mum or bro?

Should I or shouldn't I?

I DISLIKE TODAY..

raining somemore lo..

Note: The ticket water-proof de lo..

so sienz..

>.<

Then I phone and tell my bro lo..

Since this car used to be his beloved,

I was kinda scared actually so I asked his mood..

asked where he is..

asked him not to get angry..

Mana tau..

his reaction at first is.. 

'You accidentally bang something ah?'

Haha.. I nearly laughed out..

Then I told him that I got a ticket lo..

He just said 'Ice cream la u.. told you not to park outside'

How I know oh.. It's already 5.30pm

They cari pasal de la..

Then he said help me out.. and mms the ticket to him..

haha.. I thought he's gonna lecture me..

lol.. he didn't..

Next thing, Mum called.

haha.. I thought my bro told her lo..

rupa-rupanya, he didn't..

haha..

so, I said la.. Since my mum asked bout this fri stuff..

I said I thought she'll be angry..

she said 'how could I get angry for this?'

"Consider normal la.. "

Phew.. I'm so relax now..

she said "next time you know le lo.."

^^

Hate the police, love my mum and big bro..

Love ya.. :)

P/S: I dunno that my mum and my bro, they both so cool!!!

This is what I mean:

In every every problem I caused,

they forgive and help me out..

The case bout the lost wallet and this...

I found a diamond within a rock.
Note: Still.. I didn't tell my dad.. LOL.. not dare la.. haha


Edited version:
After my mum called,
my dad phoned me as well..
He actually dunno about the ticket lo.. 
He just called to asked when I'll go back. 
My luck is really really indescribable.. haha
Here it goes:
(My heart almost beat out from my chest!!)
"今天车还有油吗？”
“恩，还有一半。”
“你没有驾车啊？晚上出去就驾，懂吗？”
“恩，知道。。爸，我今天晚上5.30驾去学校。。
然后，6.54就拿到saman了”
“你没有放parking ticket啊?”
“我park学校外面。。。”
“啊。。没事的。带回来，爸爸会搞定的。小事来的。。k 啦。。”


Still in shocked mode.. haha..
My dad super cool la.. ^^
I don't even need to say how much.. hahaha

Surprise Birthday~~

If time replay again,

I seriously never think of this!!

Haha..

Yesterday was Candy's Birthday..

Hehe.. My birthday

I have 5 very good good uni friends.

Namely: I.Ching, SK, WH, CY and LS

Main culprit of 'behind the scene': I.Ching, SK & XH

Let me walk you through my day^^

9am- arrive to uni.. earlier than class. =.="

need to print notes for lecturer.

10.30am~12.45pm- Lecture.. kinda sleepy..

5 of them started to write notes and pass around.

haha.. even wrote me a birthday notes..

and 

“不要感动流泪哦!"

I replied:　感动到哭了。。。

Note: At this time, rupa-rupanya.. SK and I.Ching were every nervous. haha

After lunch and their PBL, they

Decided to go Sunway for movies though..

I. Ching said she can't join us for movie..

It's pretty normal cause she sometimes got date.. haha..

So, I believed.. I believed lo..

To make the story short...

SK's beloved..

we have an ice cream scoop at Baskin Robbins.

Note: I seriously think it was ok to celebrate without cake.

Even just outing like this is satisfying.. ^^

They have chocolate chips mint.. and I have..forgotten the name.. hahaha

Then,

Watched Piranha.. 

P/S: It's neither scary nor disguisting.. Find it quite funny.. haha..

Lastly, to dinner.

(SK and WH very bad de lo.. I trusted them!)

Here'e epic.. haha..

They like so so good in acting, pro edi..

SK: 去Asian Avenue先才打算啦。。

then.. we suddenly like lost of choice....

WH then decide for us..

to Gasoline.. lol..

(They actually plan to celebrate at there lo...)

no wonder.. still act lagi.. uish!

Half way to dinner,

SK: 我朋友来sunway, 我去meet他们， 可以吗？

Usually lea.. she really do meet some of her friends nearby..

(Mana tau.. she actually go meet I. Ching who apparently facing some problem.. haha..)

We eat la.. like very long lo.. from 7 till 10..

I also dunno why.. not even feel weird..

when CY or WH or LS reply msg or answer call.

Or even to SK who apparently look nervous and keep msging..

Uish.. can't believe this..

When leaving, SK said wanna meet her friend at 

Station 1 kopitiam..

We surely no disagree la..

I just follow around.

She walked superiorly fast.. hahaha..

Highlight point!!!!!!!!

When I step inside,

I can hear the singer on stage singing 'Happy Birthday' song.

I didn't feel weird at all..

just a bit when ppl look around...

Then.. I see SK walked to the back..

I wanted to walk out, cause I seriously believed 

she's gonna meet her friend..

Before I could turn around, I saw I.Ching

who is apparently hidding.. haha..

Unbelievable!

On the table, there's a cake- fruits cake.

Beside, a mini laptop with webcam on.

There's a lady in the screen..

(Due to the shockness and blurness)

When WH pointed to the lady,

I said, "I.Ching的妈妈啊？”

LOL..

It took me seconds to realise that's my mum..

My lovely mum.. ^^

Awh..

However, due to the noise, I.Ching help me wear earphones..

talked to my mum.. and my bro-HK was there..

Then daddy join in as well.. 
(P/S: My dad even greet thanks to all my friends through my phone loudspeaker... even said wanna buy them a meal.. awh.. dad.. thought you forgot)

Unexpected..

Then.. they witness me to blow candles..

even wishes me..

感动啊。。

Nearly cry liao lo..

but because too surprised de...

I really dunno how to talk or how to express..

I.Ching, me and XH.. They waited so long at there..
Kesian.. haha.. Thanks so so much lo..

WH(above), CY, LS, me, I.Ching and SK..
Thanks so so much la..
love you al.. ^^

Their effort put inside,

include finding my house number..

contact my friend, Szuat.. who give info

and even Shu Teck- but I.Ching realise she's leaving to HK.

Even waited for my bro to finish his tuition.

Waited me there patiently lagi.. T.T

Thanks a lot la..

Love you very very much..


Note: They actually try to cheer me up lo..
cause I admit.. I was kinda down... and miss home..
and I was waiting for a call lo.. kinda upset..
but this.. this surprise.. heal everything..

P/S: Beware of facebook.

It's a tool for stalker.. haha

Happy Birthday, Candy..

19 years old liao...

Still a teenage!!

Haha..

Smile at myself,

grateful for the breath I breathe,

close my eyes,

Make a wish,

and blow the candles.

Happy Birthday, Candy!

Proudly present~

**Proud + Happy**

haha..

On the 21st September 2010,

Tey Candy officially drive her beloved

and precious car, JJ 1111

who is 19 years old this year 

under unbelievable good condition 

to Subang Jaya from Bkt. Jalil!!

Haha..

Believe your eyes..

You're reading a fact.. lol..

haha..

Yeah.. I know.. i know..

I don't have any experience 

to drive at highway.

I don't have enough experience

to drive at SJ which is a kinda scary place.

I don't have any experience

to drive at professional rate..

But I survived!!

I survive wei.. haha..

I managed to arrive to SJ,

Managed to go through the crazy roundabout,

Manage to park car nicely!

haha..

When 3 of my friends sit up to the car,

I seriously asked them to put on seatbelt,

call anyone they want before I drive,

prepare the heart and

ensure insurance protected.

Hahaha..

Candy isn't a good driver..

cause she is still learning....

When I was driving,

the feeling of driving kinda like

as though I'm at Segamat.

I never.. never drive anywhere else 

other than Segamat, till now..

It kinda like..

heal my wound, my homesick.

I felt happy.. Felt satisfied..

and still feeling comfort although being away from home.

Eh eh..

see see.. I can drive.. haha..

Firstly when we decided to go SJ,

I was kinda hesitate.

Cause I'm kinda afraid for my skills..

afraid to risk their life..

But.. but.. they are good supporter.. haha..

And my mum, and lovely elder bro..

they didn't scold me lo..

haha..

I told my mum everything..

in details.. she doesn't seem to worry, though..

haha.. and my bro, well..

he just said, "Really not?! Ice cream la u.."

haha.. his favourite phase..

That's all lo..

I manage to park my car back in order..

hehe.. reverse parking..

I tau wei.. haha

and my beloved car still in original condition.

that's good...

Next stop,

to where you are..

yeah, you.. you.. the one reading..

lol.. joking (^.~)