All about Jacob

How does it feel

knowing you're in love with someone?

How does it feel

to know he's the one you can't live without?

How does it feel

knowing your decision gonna hurt the one you loves?

How does it feel

to know he's the one you want for everything?

How does it feel

knowing you're in love?

I wish I could know a way to describe

It's just... so complicated

One more thing,

How do you know

that this is love?

Eclipse's out today!!

Wohoo..~~

Wanna watch so badly.. haha

Eclipse is my favourite slot among all.

The reason behind is just~~

Jacob Black!!

P/S: Not that he's indeed nice looking in the movie, but

it's because I like his character.

Few phrases that I'm really into it..

Like~~

"I'm in love with you, Bella," Jacob said in a strong, sure voice. "Bella, I love you. And I want you to pick me instead of him. I know you don't feel that way, but I need the truth out there so that you know your options. I wouldn't want a miscommunication to stand in our way."

pg.327 Eclipse

Look look!!! Love his confidence. Never ending fighting for Bella.

At least he knows, he give all his best!

His confidence is really something.. Wow.. haha

"You love me, too," he reminded me. He held up his hand when I started to pretest. "Not the same way, I know. But he's not your whole life, either. Not anymore. Maybe he was once, but he left. And now he's just going to have a deal with the consequence of that choice - me."

"Until your heart stops beating, Bella,"he said. "I'll be here - fighting. Don't forget that you have options."

pg.330 Eclipse

That's how he got his first kiss on Bella..

Haha... I can't stop laughing at the description.

I can't wait for the movie la.. My imagination not good enough

Haha..

I got so much to share about Jacob..

Feel like writing an entire post on every details that make me laugh

He's not gonna imprint on anyone, he's so in love with Bella!

Bella really like Jacob a lot, even in love.

She can smooth Jacob emotion easily

and she isn't afraid of Jacob transformed into shaggy werewolf.

Haha.. The description is a bit long to share.

Once again, his confidence is charming.

"I think it's easier for you to be near me when I'm not human, because you don't have to pretend that you're not attracted to me."

pg. 478 Eclipse

During the camping, Bella was way too cold.

Jacob's body temperature runs at 108 degree..

He's totally a "Sun". haha..

"Your lips are still blue," he mused. "Want me to warm those up for you, too? You only have to ask."

pg.492 Eclipse

Ever since the first forced kiss, he can only kiss Bella - according to Bella and Edward only if she asked.

and he, is just trying to tempt Bella every chance he got.

He smiled the old smile that I loved. "I'm always that," he promised.

"Even when I don't..behave as well as I should. Underneath, I'm always in here."

"When are you finally going to figure out that you're in love with me, too?

pg. 481 Eclipse

"What if I don't want you to go away? What if I'd rather you stayed, selfish or not? Don't I get any say, if you're trying to make things up to me?"

pg. 522 Eclipse

His heart is all broken to pieces when Bella did something.. sad~~

"That should have been our first kiss. Better late than never."

pg. 530 Eclipse

He's always positive minded... that's make him a totally "Sun"

He actually tricked Bella to have this real kiss.

He sort-of threatened Bella with his life for a kiss.

"I don't care, either. I knew you'd forgive me, and I'm glad I did it. I'd do it again. At least I have that much. At least I made you see that you do love me. That's worth something."

pg. 594 Eclipse

Jacob had himself hurt near the ending...

Bella was way too worried about him, especially knowing.. she love him, too.

when Bella cried in front of Jacob..

All he said was just~~

"Do I get points for making you cry?"

What a so-Jacob answer.. haha

but... finally.. he stopped his effort.

"I'm going to give in and be good."

"I'll be your friend, Bella," he said quietly. "I won't ask for more than that."

pg. 597 Eclipse

It hurts.. just by seeing the way he love Bella.

Here's my most favourite part!!

"He's like a drug for you, Bella. I see that you can't live without him now. It's too late. But I would have been healthier for you. Not a drug; I would have been the air, the sun."

"I used to think of you that way, you know. Like the sun. My personal sun. You balanced out the clouds nicely for me."

"The clouds I can handle. But I can't fight with an eclipse."

pg. 600 Eclipse

There there... that's my favourite eclipse..

and the "Sun"

hehe..~~ that's all I guess..

A story to share

A movie...

with extraordinary story line..

Effective climax

and unexpected turning point..

A movie..

that gonna cause your tears.

A movie entitled:

"I give my first love to you"

A brief storyline to share:

A story that started

when they were both still young... very young..

It happen that..

the main male character is sick..

one of the heart disease that can't be cure.

His life span is limited...

short, indeed.. unless heart transplant.

The main young girl..

is an orphan adopted by the doctor

who is the doctor that taking care of the boy.

That's how all the spark begin...

A little promise..

with full of innocent...

a love story begin it's very own way.

Years passed...

They've grown up.. together..

sitting next to each other in class...

The chemistry between them is really sweet...

and nice..

Knowing his own limited life span,

the guy decided to leave the girl with a good memory.

He has taken an exam to school

that situated away from home.

Leaving the girl.. since her result ain't good.

Unexpected, the girl found out.

and she surprised everyone with unbelievable speech.

She's really crazy in love with him.

They might get into conflict..

argument...

but there's an attraction between them.

It's like they can forgive without words..

they can understand each other well..

they can have fun.. laughing at each other..

Awh... how sweet huh?

The ending is the part..

that I should remain inside..

Go watch... have a look...

It's very dramatic, undeniable...

but that's what a movie is..

I wouldn't comment much for ending..

but I know that..

I really really like love story

that started when both of them are still children..

Sweeeeettttt!!!

P/S: Thanks for those who tick 'cheer up'

whenever I was feeling down..

I think it's very comforting

since I can't really tell out what's really wrong..

But it was very warm inside.. knowing

someone making an effort to draw a smile..

I'm not entirely fine.. but I'm ok..^^

Dear John

It's a sad movie..

yet a meaningful movie.

Dear John letter are known

as letter written to end a relationship..

in an unwilling way

I like the way the chemistry behind them..

The way that no matter how short that is yet sweet..

I like the way they wrote letter to each other..

The way they share the story of their days..

In this story,

they met in an unofficial way...

which caused me to miss someone...

In this story,

the romance started when they were together in few weeks..

which reminds me of the days I had with fun...

In this story,

the girl makes a bad decision but not a wrong one..

which caused me to relate back the past...

In this story,

when John said "Goodbye, Savannah"

while Savannah said "I'll see you soon, then"

which tells it's over...

no second chance..

no turning back.

When John decided to sells the coins collection of his dad,

he sells all together without separation except one...

He loves his dad a lot..

and he knows..

when you accept or let go..

it had to be everything in once...

It's not the ending I want..

Not a fairy tale story line..

yet it reflect what reality love story is...

Once you let it go,

it hardly come back...

Appreciate when someone's around...

Be happy when someone cares..

Don't let go when you aren't sure..

Don't give up when you haven't finish try..

cause you never want to regret..

The Crazies

It's Wednesday..

I love Wednesday.. haha

Went out today.. again

For a movie and lunch at Kim Gary-Sunway Pyramid

I had lots of fun..

went out with SK-Driving again

and WH..

After the movies,

SK and I have milers training..

Seriously.. seriously..

today's training only 4 of us.. weird

Haha.. ended we actually just walk..

Here's the movie we watch:

The Crazies

It's a horror movie actually

And.. it is horror

Haha..

And trust me, u really

don't want to mess up

a crazy person..

and there ARE lots

in the story

I admit that

I did shout in certain part

The sound effect at certain part

is really really

unnecessary

haha..

nearly got a heart attack there..

and with no doubt..

there are few funny moments..

Overall,

it's worth for this movie

especially when you're watching

with your friends.. ^^

Would you or wouldn't you??

I starting to realize how peaceful my phone is.. without your messages..

I starting to realize how loneliness scatter around me.. without your thoughts.

I starting to realize how scared am I towards silence.. without your voice.

It has been days..

You changed.

You never message me unless I did.

Did I come across to your mind?

Probably..

This strange feeling is driving me crazy.

Probably..

This loneliness is causing me to miss you like

I'm out of my mind..

Maybe..

Could it just that simple?

I doubt...

I guess..

You're just too busy with your project and I'm just too free till the day I put myself into hectic schedule.. and Yes.. I will...

Spent my day.. whole day.. watching movie, preparing notes, studying..

without a message...

Well..

Watched "The Notebook".. It's really a remarkable story line..

Love the ending and it really do sounds sad... almost drop my tears for everything Noah did to Allie...

Their love is undoubtedly endless, everlasting...

Few quotes to share:

Young Noah: Would you just stay with me?
Young Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fightin'
Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
Young Allie: So what?
Young Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.
Young Allie: What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.
Young Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT?
Young Allie: It's not that simple.

Noah to Allie:

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Noah

Noah: I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.

Noah: Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone. (Is it? Well, time proves everything)

I wish that i don't have to wait..

I wish that I can know what you're thinking..

i wish that you can understand me..

i wish that You can accept me just the way I am.. and the way I am is the result of the past.

I wish that everything can just slow down..

I wish that everything came a bit later in my life..

I wish that I can take back the words..

because before I could realize, there's something right inside the heart

Jacob Black

Jacob Black in Twilight series movie is played by Taylor Lautner...

For me, he's totally cool and suitable to be Jacob Black. It's just fit into everything describe in stories. The way he tried to protect Bella and of course, his smile... The smile that described once by Bella as the Sun.

I couldn't denied that he's really much younger than what I thought. He's even younger than me by one years. That's surprising... Haha... He's really my cup of tea!! I mean in characteristic form.

So, I would try to list down his way that attract me... ^.^

First of all, the way he is...

he always get things straight up..

Most important is his big smile..

Melting... Haha...

He's the one that help Bella at her darkest moment..

His quote... Nice words...

Funny as well...

Mostly from Eclipse where he and Bella getting better than just friend and nest to New Moon.

Breaking down is just a too sad.

I’m in love with you, Bella. Bella, I love you. And I want you to pick me instead of him. I know you don’t feel that way, but I need the truth out there so that you know your options. I wouldn’t want a miscommunication to stand in our way.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 14, p.327

(I like the way he express his love)

Until your heart stops beating, Bella. I’ll be here — fighting. Don’t forget that you have options.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 15, p.330

(He never give up and try very hard for Bella)

Next time you want to hit me, use a baseball bat or a crowbar, okay?
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 15, p.335

(Funny ^.^)

Could I please have just a few seconds of your undivided attention, Miss Swan?
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 17, p.373

(Asking for attention in the way that draw a smile)

Well, I figured that maybe it would make you remember me once in a while. You know how it is, out of sight, out of mind.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 17, p.375

(Good excuse after kissing Bella?)

When are you finally going to figure out that you’re in love with me, too?

Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 21, p.481

(Oh... in emotion!!)

Go fetch a space heater. I’m not a St. Bernard. You asked for a space heater and here I am!
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 22, p.489

(P/S: St. Bernard is one species of dog that breed to rescue)

I knew you were just as crazy jealous as I am.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 22, p.497

(Undoubtedly, he's an understanding man)

I didn’t say it wasn’t the best night I’ve ever spent. Just that I didn’t get a lot of sleep. I thought Bella was never going to shut up.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 23, p.509

(It's just funny the way he is)

That should have been our first kiss. Better late than never.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 23, p.530

(I guess he's really in love..)

He’s like a drug for you, Bella. I see that you can’t live without him now. It’s too late. But I would have been healthier for you. Not a drug; I would have been the air, the sun.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 26, p.599

(He's totally just a sun.. Hot and important!)

The clouds I can handle. But I can’t fight with an eclipse.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 26, p.600

(Now, I know why the title is Eclipse)

I’ll always be waiting in the wings, Bella. You’ll always have that spare option if you want it.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 26, p.602

(He's totally causing people to bleed just looking at the way he love Bella)

I’m just here to be your friend. Your best friend, one last time.
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 4, p.62

(Sad... But the sentence means a lot. It's really a breaking down)

So are you going to be my Valentine? Since you didn’t get me a fifty-cent box of candy, it’s the least you can do.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.202

(He's totally adorable!)

As long as you like me the best. And you think I’m good-looking—sort of. I’m prepared to be annoyingly persistent.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.212

(He's kinda annoying but really funny)

I won’t lose you, Bella. Not for this.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 12, p.290

(Wow!)

Well, I’m so sorry that I can’t be the right kind of monster for you, Bella. I guess I’m just not as great as a bloodsucker, am I?
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 13, p.307

(Disappointed)

Bella: I love you.

Jacob: I love you more.

(Unbelievable!)

Does my being half naked bother you?

Jacob Black, New Moon
(Real hot and of course it bother!)