Would you or wouldn't you??

I starting to realize how peaceful my phone is.. without your messages..

I starting to realize how loneliness scatter around me.. without your thoughts.

I starting to realize how scared am I towards silence.. without your voice.

It has been days..

You changed.

You never message me unless I did.

Did I come across to your mind?

Probably..

This strange feeling is driving me crazy.

Probably..

This loneliness is causing me to miss you like

I'm out of my mind..

Maybe..

Could it just that simple?

I doubt...

I guess..

You're just too busy with your project and I'm just too free till the day I put myself into hectic schedule.. and Yes.. I will...

Spent my day.. whole day.. watching movie, preparing notes, studying..

without a message...

Well..

Watched "The Notebook".. It's really a remarkable story line..

Love the ending and it really do sounds sad... almost drop my tears for everything Noah did to Allie...

Their love is undoubtedly endless, everlasting...

Few quotes to share:

Young Noah: Would you just stay with me?
Young Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fightin'
Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
Young Allie: So what?
Young Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.
Young Allie: What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.
Young Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT?
Young Allie: It's not that simple.

Noah to Allie:

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Noah

Noah: I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.

Noah: Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone. (Is it? Well, time proves everything)

I wish that i don't have to wait..

I wish that I can know what you're thinking..

i wish that you can understand me..

i wish that You can accept me just the way I am.. and the way I am is the result of the past.

I wish that everything can just slow down..

I wish that everything came a bit later in my life..

I wish that I can take back the words..

because before I could realize, there's something right inside the heart