Missing you again

I tried..

Still trying..

Giving all my effort..

Using all my strength..

But I just can't.

Sometimes..

I just wonder, what makes it so tough?

I wonder, what makes it stick inside my head?

I wonder, what causes all these?

I wonder, why can't I just stop everything?

but I never know the answer..

never will

Everytime..

when I look out the window,

I miss you more than usual.

Everytime..

when rain drops to the earth,

I wish you're by my side.

Everytime..

when I walked alone,

I hope the end has you waiting for me.

How are you recently?

I wonder...

How do you feel?

I wonder...

Do you miss me?

Like I do?

I miss the old times..

when I able to reach for you

any moment

any time

just by pressing a button

I miss the old days..

when I smile looking at the precious one

whenever I woke up

and

before I sleep

I miss the old memories..

when you called me in short

given by you

as well as yours

Now...

what left is just

emptyness..

and loneliness..

I tried to smile

as I promised.

But it is different without you.

Have I ever tell you how happy I am with you beside?

I guess I didn't

because you never know