Summative Sem 3

Hmmm~~
ever since last incidence- EOS 2 exam,

Candy really regret dah..

Trying my best to study hard

for the coming Summative.

Semester 3 dah..

Studying cardiovascular + respiratory system now..

Super super superiorly lots to memorize..

lots of MEDICAL TERM!!

Can flood a tall man with all the words!!

Haha..

keep this short..

Pictures coming soon..

After 11 March!!

Note: I can now officially use my stethoscope!! haha..
So, would you lend me your heart to listen?

Hope

Drops by drops...

The heavy loaded water droplets landed on my umbrella..

Steps by steps...

The strong wind forces the water to store up in my long pants..

At that moment,

how much I wish..

I wasn't walking back alone.

The supposingly 10minutes walk..

has appeared to be an endless pathway..

The cold.. 

The wind..

The water..

Somehow seems like welcoming me..

They're asking me to join the rain.

Drop the umbrella,

Off the mask on face,

and smile brightly to enjoy the rain!

Dance, instead of walk..

Run, instead of slow walk!

This vivid scene 

is like a stucked video player..

repeating continuosly in my mind.

And..

slowly the loneliness creep in..

like a devil giving you an agreement..

Showing you the easy pathway.

At that moment...

I wish hard.. very hard..

that any of my friend who's driving..

anyone!

can just pass by and pick me up..

send my "safely and dry" to my room..

A horn from a car..

will immediately pop the hope..

How nice would it be to have someone to fetch?

How nice is it to have a companion?

How warm is it when you saw someone waiting after class?

How warm is it when you talked and smiled all the way walking back??

How many times my friends invited me to Block B?

I lost the counts..

Everyday of my class..

Every 10minutes walk to uni..

For almost a year..

How long can I still hold on to this long distance?

I guess...

I'm just looking for a reason to continue staying Block A..

maybe.. I'm just tired of walking.

no matter..

it's rainny.. sunny.. windy.. or snowy??

Yet..

here am I.. still at block A

我们都怕痛

她说她在也不相信真爱，

我能给的安全感也用完。

原本的孤单已变成不安。

想看穿却又放不下依赖

看着她低头， 勇敢牵着她就走，

别怕，只要在一起就能穿越黑昼。

她的眼睛说 ，含着迷人却猜不透

她的脆弱只有我能看透。

我们都怕痛， 但又好想试着牵手。

两颗心影藏在背后。。。不敢承诺。

不想再难过，丢弃回忆重新来过 。

让我永远牵着你，把手给我。

她说她在也不相信真爱，

我能给的安全感也用完。

原本的孤单已变成不安。

想看穿却又放不下依赖

看着我低头， 她说她愿跟我走，

好怕，让他心碎的痛又反复折磨。

我的眼睛说，笑或泪我都会守候

他是我唯一执着的执着

我们都怕痛，但又好想试着牵手

两颗心影藏在背后 不敢承诺

不想再难过 丢弃回忆重新来过

让我永远牵着你， 把手给我。

我们都把痛， 但又好想试着牵手

两颗心影藏在背后 不敢为爱承诺

不想再难过 丢弃回忆重新来过

让我永远牵着你， 把手给我。

让我永远牵着你， 把手给我。

Gentleman~~

Once upon a loooonnng looonnng ago post,

I wrote about 

this very gentleman of my life.

I lay my love on him..

appreciate to have him..

As my Dad.

My dad,

who gave me a comfy life..

a healthy body to smile..

a non-worriness air to breathe..

Now,

ladies and gentleman..

Let me officially introduce you all..

another very gentleman of my life!

Before the final announcement,

will you all read up about his greatness?

please do..

His presence in my life..

Is a grateful and luckiness of mine.

His presence in my life..

Is how I got a shoulder to rely on.

His presence in my life..

Is a shelter that I earned after I'm all by myself.

His presence in my life..

Is a companion that I have since I was born.

Every little thing he did..

every little pieces he done without telling..

I know..

he do care and love me a lot.

I couldn't even imagine one second..

not even half second..

for not having him in my life.

He's my guardian angle from god..

My one and only elder bro..

CK Tey!

When we were young,

he's a bully to me..

causing tears from my eyes..

and ended being punished together.

When we were teenage,

we went to different schools..

causing less communication..

yet your protective side never less any moment.

When we growing up,

everything you done..

Is what letting me able to study at IMU now.

He's the one..

to take my UPSR result.

He's the one..

to drive me for PMR result.

He's the one..

to give me courage for SPM result.

He's the one..

sending me for my Pre-U.

He's the one..

Paying for my first rental at Subang.

He's my another parents.

Even till now,

he's the one 

helped me moving room.

he's the one

helped me no matter wat.

he's the one who so protective..

and fetch me all the way,

no matter how busy he could ever be.

Sometimes,

I really feel sorry..

Sorry to him.

As though I have taken his opportunities to study.

Sorry to him.

cause I can't help him in business.

If the sky gonna collapse down,

my dad will be the first one to hold up..

and he'll be the one protecting.

Even...

how much he love his gf,

he still.. still love me lots.

Especially..

tempting to buy Iphone for me..

anything that I want.

Thanks..

what else can I say?

How can I pay back??

They said elder sister may be better..

but listen, he's the best elder bro anyone will ask for..

How grateful am I...

Past.. Present.. yet no future

There's a day in 365 days per year..

that was once remarkable to me.

that was once meaningful to me.

yet..

it's already losing it's valuable.

There're a bits and pieces of you inside..

that were once welcoming.

that were once pleasant.

yet..

it's already losing it's appearance in my life.

I had once make a wish for you..

and..

I still do..

just in an opposite way now.

Surprisingly,

it was once very hurtful 

but, it's now healing.

It was once unforgivable

but, it's now forgetful.

It was once a poison

but, it's now nothing!

How great can my mind work?

I don't know...

but I do know..

there's always a limit.

Once in a loong loong time..

so is now.

I guess..

You just lost my faith on you.

and beware, once gone..

it'll never come back.

You taught me this, and listen..

I learnt it well..

I might smiled at you.. but you know, I am afraid of you in fact.

New room

Arghh... 

I somehow miss my old room!!

Haha..

Officially move into this new room 

today!!

Haha..

Spent lots lots of hours cleaning up..

Ough...

Seriously, I wonder how the previous gal live..

Dirty dirty dirty wei...

The new room is spacious..

but I can't find any Candy's smell in it.. 

And I slept around 4am and woke up at 9.30am..

wat a great day huh?

hahaha..

Still, I really appreciate having a elder bro..

He drive up with another worker..

help me to move the table.

Or else I might die under the heavy table..

LOL..

Haha..

Ehy.. still, I do move the bed and wardrobe.

almost taken away my breathe!!!

And this is the first time I felt asleep in Sem 3..

Lol..

I really very tired dy lar..

Somemore morning continue moving lea..

and and and..

the lecture.. NW.. seriously.. sleep-induced talk.

Haha..

Wat to do? It just doesn't get my attention..

Candy ah candy..

wait wait.. 

CLEARANCE: I felt asleep like few minutes only lar..

My fren keep kacauing me..

haha..

So, I do listen but not for the attention. 

I'm havin my CSU tomorrow..

my clinical skills..

very very stressful class..

as in it's practical by all those doc who shoot question.

IT'S LIKE MATTER OF LIFE AND DEAD..

Sem 3?!

Seriously?? No fun to relax.. but definitely lots to learn+study

:(

Updated

Firstly,

sorry bloggie!

In this one month holiday,

I've been into my own world.

Lost all my contact with others..

especially Mr. Time.

All I've done for this holiday was just

makan, tidor, makan, tidor...

Uish.. 

Such an unhealthy life..

Sleep late, skip breakfast as well..

How can Candy be like this??

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Happy New Year, Bloggie!!

Miss me? haha..

Result:

there wasn't any update last month

Reason:

I've done nothing in the holiday lar.. 


My new year resolution:
Study hard!!!
Have to improve my result.. though I pass..
but not really good arh~~


Play hard!!!
This sem 3 need communication skills well..
I'm gonna need to find back my once upon leo skill..
haha...


Lastly..
secret.. =P


First day of new year,
I'm already homesick like gilar..
keep thinking bout "by now.. I should be.. if I'm home"
waahh.. Mama!!
Make me strong pls.. or else..
I can't live alone here..
killing me!