Past.. Present.. yet no future

There's a day in 365 days per year..

that was once remarkable to me.

that was once meaningful to me.

yet..

it's already losing it's valuable.

There're a bits and pieces of you inside..

that were once welcoming.

that were once pleasant.

yet..

it's already losing it's appearance in my life.

I had once make a wish for you..

and..

I still do..

just in an opposite way now.

Surprisingly,

it was once very hurtful 

but, it's now healing.

It was once unforgivable

but, it's now forgetful.

It was once a poison

but, it's now nothing!

How great can my mind work?

I don't know...

but I do know..

there's always a limit.

Once in a loong loong time..

so is now.

I guess..

You just lost my faith on you.

and beware, once gone..

it'll never come back.

You taught me this, and listen..

I learnt it well..

I might smiled at you.. but you know, I am afraid of you in fact.