Outing~~~ I

17th July 2010

A day out with HK ^^

Part I

10.00am

Got up into transnasional bus. Stupid ticket seller who gave us seats separately while I reminded and specifically said "I want two seats TOGETHER"

We don't care though.. Not much ppl in the bus.

Journey started.. we sat quite in front with two very young malay kids behind us.

haha.. One of the child, the boy.. sort of enjoy the moment disturbing both of us.

I can't help but turn to smile at him while his hand shock me few times. Haha..

1.15pm

Arrive to stadium bukit jalil, finally!

Sleepy journey overall.. HK slept almost the entire journey.. PIG..

He slept earlier than me the night previous.

Listening to radio throughout the journey is totally a bad idea.

Both of us looks so funny, trying to get better signal while moving our phone here and there. but finally gave up and listen to songs.

1.45pm

Finally walked back to my room...

Loonnng walk.. but thankfully I have a companion^^

We talked and I made fun of him like usual.. Haha...

All sweat up when arrive there..

he sort of worry.. as I didn't told my landlords about him.

He's afraid and said "What if she kick me out?"

I laughed and replied "I'll move out the room immediately!"

He relaxed after that.. Funny..

Haha... Thankfully the guard let him in.. or not.. he can't enter la.. haha

While in the lift, one uncle asked "Going to school.. or tuition?"

I wondered he refer the question to who.. haha..

I answered "No.. just came back."

It's weird and awkward conversation.. haha..

2.15pm

After a short rest.. here we go!! to Time Square.. haha

The only nice spot I know... using LRT.

HK never sit in LRT before till this day..

He get excited pulak.. while I gave him =.="

Haha.. I bought the ticket for us.

I suddenly realise that when I was out with my friends..

I'm the one being protected.. Now, I'm leading.. WEIRD~~

We talked while waiting to Hang Tuah Station..

When I said "I actually not sure which station to get down."

He got worried and scared "What?! Then what if wrong?"

"Then we just see lo..."

"See what? Don't play lea.."

I laughed, "Don't worry la.." I looked out the window when arrived to the station and said "Yup.. I'm right."

He looked so speechless and that makes me laughed..

2.40pm

Walking towards Times Square.

I told him "This is a safe place to stay" pointing to the old jail building

"What's this?"

"Old jail building"

"Are there still criminal inside?"

"I said old, right? of course no.."

"There are doors that they can escape.."he pointed to a door at one of the wall.

"There are two guard house though.."

"How come they painted picture on the wall?"

"They are talented.. Look!" I point on one of the picture.

"But they are destroying this.. there"

"Why? I wanna see inside.."

"How do I know?"

"Weird location for a jail"

Haha...

3.00pm

All inside the Times Square.

Usually I just followed my friends and they lead.

Suddenly I told him, I dunno they way.. haha..

Inner guide map is useful.. sometimes.. ^^

So, I used my sixth instinct.. lol

Simply walked and there..

arrive to GSC cinema..

I wasn't sure about TGV..

LOOOOONNNG que.. real long...

We have no idea which movie to watch yet..

Since he doesn't know.. and I only know Eclipse..

We watched Eclipse at 7pm^^

At least I got to watch.. I thought I can't watch at cinema

I never even think HK accompany me to watch as well..

Lol...

4.00pm

Lunch time!

HK love fast food.. due to no idea what to eat..

we went for Wendy's

Loong que again..

both of us hate crowd.

As a elder sis, I have to que la.. he sit and wait..

Lucky him ><

Wendy's look much like Mc D for us...

got real full.. and not getting hungry any sooner

His big stomach cost around RM 35

We walked and hang around..

I have no idea where I'm heading to..

So, just simply walking.. and finally..

I lead him to the corner shoes shop that he needed...

He bought basketball shoes which cost RM89.90

All I do was just "Hey.. this nicer. That's ugly.."

"This too expensive. Which one cheaper?"

haha.. He do his own survey with my help

By the way.. I paid for all these.. Lucky him again!

I was wearing shoes.. So I nag at him..

"I wanna buy slippers too... I wanna buy these.. hey this's nice"

Haha.. I even nag to him that

"I wanna see gals shoes.. but you?? never mind la.. should bring mum"

Haha.. He just listen and smiled.. lol..

Patience huh?

Oh ya.. we bought watch too...

I gave him real good opinions.

"Mine nicer.. This one better.. That's for children. White's better.. That's for gal.. Yours over there.. Go bang your head to the wall if you dunno how to read"

haha.. I said all these.. he just go along with me..

he ended listen to my opinion and bought one white and black watch.

he's happy la..

I'm the one paying all the time ><

with my saving.. none from mum or dad

We got bored while waiting for time..

and my leg starting to ache..

We sat down..

he very bad de..

make joke of others ppl passing by..

But I joined as well la.. lol..

He promised to buy JK a car toy..

So, we passed by a toy shop.

I told him "Buy this la.. Like very nice only"

he gave me a look..

"What?! It's really small but can't play la.. just for nice"

Finally... I realised "Oh.. That's expensive.."

It cost around RM 90.. haha.. We both look so funny standing in front the shop..

Way to goes for an outing..

We sat down for ice cream.. haha..

Not baskin robbin though.. broke liao.. haha...

no la.. too many ppl and we need to go for movies later.

The ice cream is so dissapointed..

and I asked him to finish.. haha..

bad sis? no la.. i very good de...

To be continued....

Human... is so vulnerable

I have been..

taking medicine..course

pills..

antibiotics..

and putting cream!!

I remember that...

when I was in teenage

around secondary school time,

I used to avoid seeing doctor..

avoid taking in pills or medicine...

and..

honestly,

I hate eating all the stupid pills

given when you're sick.

Oh ya!

I remember I lied once to my mum

that I had taken the medicine..

though the fact is I throw them away...

Haha.. alright, I'm guilty!

I just hate the medicine..

can't they be sweet?

I'm not diabetic.. just hate bitter!

and the taste really really bad..

It's like the taste of pills can stay

in the throat.. all the way to your digestive system

and take all my appetite away!

Stupid pills...

And now...

I hurt my leg before this..

due to the stupid shoes I had..

First, was the corn.

It's quite a common skin disorder.

But it's painful as it's at your foot palm

hence, every single step I take, it's painful!

That's really terrible...

especially when you need to walk to uni everyday!

After a month loooonnng...

My mum drag me to see doctor

(I still dislike seeing doc.. but I'm taking medicine course.. crazy huh?)

All he do after few simple phrases,

is just give me medicine..

those pills again..

and antibiotic!!!!

Secondly, I hurt my legs

during skating..

that's bad huh? but I still love skating

And due to the open deep wound,

I got inflammation..

which means those bacteria got interested to my wound..

hence, they are flirting with my immune system..

haha..

As the result, my legs swell up..

It looks ugly.. yet I found it funny.. haha..

It doesn't hurt that much..

except when cleaning the wound.

So, due to the inflammation...

I have to see doctor AGAIN!

then.. he gave me few simple phrases AGAIN..

then gave me antibiotic AGAIN..

This antibiotic taste really really bad..

though they do have pretty colours.. but I still hate them.

THEY SMELLS LIKE DURIAN!!

I HATE DURIAN smells in my throat..

I lost my appetite more often now!

Durian smells antibiotics.. haha

That's not even the end!

The corn doesn't heal fast enough..

So, today my mum nag me to go see doc AGAIN!

as usual..

few simple phrases AGAIN

then give me antibiotics and pills AGAIN..

Fine..

I hate pills+antibiotics..

Can they just stop give me antibiotics?

I'm so so so sick of pills now..

AM I SO ILL??

I think I'll end up..

so antibiotic after all these...

My immune system better be strong.. or not I'm gonna work with it..

So fragile!

The worst part is..

As a medical student, I have to finish all the pills..

Note: You have to complete antibiotic.. not even less one pills.. so that the antibiotic can work efficiently or else it'll end up like as though you never take any.. stupid huh?

That's that's that's just... ow.. so unfair..

feel like throwing all to the hungry bin with wide opened mouth waiting..

yet I can't..

reason? cause I knew better than others as medical students.

Eish...

One day... one secret revealed??

Today was a..

very short yet long day..

Had a gathering with my friends..

My schoolmates!!

Oh.. How much I miss them??

Wish I can replay my memories with them again..

They are:

long time no see- Shu Teck

future beauty holder- Szuat Hui

Always laughing- Kai Sin

Super crazy of 2PM- xiao po Charlotte

enjoy disturb Charlotte like me- Li Shan

Oh.. Forgotten to scold Charlotte!

Eish... I'll have to wait till Thursday then..

This is just the opening..

What's the secret??

I can't tell.. haha

I finally able to confirm something..

something I wish he didn't involve in.

though I know it's so clear; right in front of me...

What should I do?

He's totally gonna make them upset..

can't he keep a bit low profile?

eish... he really don't care much, doesn't he?

He won't kena nag la..

but I surely get one.. a "brief" talk for sure.

Even just the other day he went out till late night,

I'm the one listening all the talk...

They want me to talk to him..

but do I qualified to say that?

What should I say??

All I know is they worried for his future..

his study... result..

That's what their job.. can't blame..

And me??

I'm just worried that he may regret in future..

Doesn't want him to follow my footprints left behind..

But he won't gonna listen..

I know..

I was once teenage like him..

ignoring everything you listened...

Oh.. What should I do know??

I talked out.. asking their opinion

I was so so confused..

Funny huh? I'm the one confused and worry

At least.. I'm pretty sure that..

if one day they see with their eyes,

he is so so dead!

He don't really know how fierce all these could be

He never receive punishment before..

unlike me.. they were strict...

very very strict...

even canning..

Probably that explains my teenage's improper behaviour

haha..

But I realised quick enough..

with minimize damage and wound..

How about him?

Would he realize quick enough?

What would happen to him in future?

Don't he know??

Hope he can realize as soon as possible..

The worst part is..

He doesn't want to talk to me!!

Hate that.. I was like talking to the wall..

though I do sometimes talk to the wall..

out of bored.. lol..

So, what now??

I know him well enough to know..

he don't like us to tell him what to do.

but is he mature enough for everything??

I'm worried..

if this continuous.. I'm going crazy la!!

About him~~

Don't think too far...

It's not someone special for me..

But he is someone nice...

He is a stranger I met...

someone who unbelievable

draw a smile on my face..

which enough for me to write a post about him~~

He's the owner of a shop..

Selling drinks - cendol.

I was actually not really in mood to smile..

not really consider sad as well..

So, I just went towards and said,

"3 cawan, bungkus."

There he goes.. about him~~

He said, "cawan saja ke?"

I was stunned and appeared confused.

Haha.. I'm laughing at myself for this reaction...

He asked, "belajar kat sekolah mana?"

I got curious and think for a second..

do I really look like secondary school student??

I answered, "Dah belajar di uni."

He looked at me... and smiled..

I think he finds this hard to believe??

He asked again, "Uni apa?"

"IMU."

"Oh.. apa course?"

"Medicine."

He laughed and said something to himself

then turns to me and said

"I'll see you next time in hospital Segamat."

I laughed and replied "Still a long way to go.."

I smiled at him.. noticing and paying attention

to every movement he did.

I saw his big towards front tummy..

I laughed again..

I noticed his legs- they seems to have problem in movement.

Probably it's a long hours job required standing.

He turned towards me again.

" You know, when I saw you.. I know you're that type that can study well."

I was surprised.. laughed again...

I had no idea what to say to him.

Before I left, I turned and smiled at him again.

Who is he?

I don't even know his name..

yet he draws smile on my face.

Thanks~~

Isn't it strange?

A stranger you know nothing yet able to cheer you up.

I guess he can sense my sadness or seriousness at my face..

That's my day~~ all about him..

Sitting and typing all these..

I realised something..

You don't need to know someone well to cheer them up..

But, you need to know someone well enough to hurt them down..

Thanks, uncle... It's really nice to realise..

You cheer me up^^

All about Jacob

How does it feel

knowing you're in love with someone?

How does it feel

to know he's the one you can't live without?

How does it feel

knowing your decision gonna hurt the one you loves?

How does it feel

to know he's the one you want for everything?

How does it feel

knowing you're in love?

I wish I could know a way to describe

It's just... so complicated

One more thing,

How do you know

that this is love?

Eclipse's out today!!

Wohoo..~~

Wanna watch so badly.. haha

Eclipse is my favourite slot among all.

The reason behind is just~~

Jacob Black!!

P/S: Not that he's indeed nice looking in the movie, but

it's because I like his character.

Few phrases that I'm really into it..

Like~~

"I'm in love with you, Bella," Jacob said in a strong, sure voice. "Bella, I love you. And I want you to pick me instead of him. I know you don't feel that way, but I need the truth out there so that you know your options. I wouldn't want a miscommunication to stand in our way."

pg.327 Eclipse

Look look!!! Love his confidence. Never ending fighting for Bella.

At least he knows, he give all his best!

His confidence is really something.. Wow.. haha

"You love me, too," he reminded me. He held up his hand when I started to pretest. "Not the same way, I know. But he's not your whole life, either. Not anymore. Maybe he was once, but he left. And now he's just going to have a deal with the consequence of that choice - me."

"Until your heart stops beating, Bella,"he said. "I'll be here - fighting. Don't forget that you have options."

pg.330 Eclipse

That's how he got his first kiss on Bella..

Haha... I can't stop laughing at the description.

I can't wait for the movie la.. My imagination not good enough

Haha..

I got so much to share about Jacob..

Feel like writing an entire post on every details that make me laugh

He's not gonna imprint on anyone, he's so in love with Bella!

Bella really like Jacob a lot, even in love.

She can smooth Jacob emotion easily

and she isn't afraid of Jacob transformed into shaggy werewolf.

Haha.. The description is a bit long to share.

Once again, his confidence is charming.

"I think it's easier for you to be near me when I'm not human, because you don't have to pretend that you're not attracted to me."

pg. 478 Eclipse

During the camping, Bella was way too cold.

Jacob's body temperature runs at 108 degree..

He's totally a "Sun". haha..

"Your lips are still blue," he mused. "Want me to warm those up for you, too? You only have to ask."

pg.492 Eclipse

Ever since the first forced kiss, he can only kiss Bella - according to Bella and Edward only if she asked.

and he, is just trying to tempt Bella every chance he got.

He smiled the old smile that I loved. "I'm always that," he promised.

"Even when I don't..behave as well as I should. Underneath, I'm always in here."

"When are you finally going to figure out that you're in love with me, too?

pg. 481 Eclipse

"What if I don't want you to go away? What if I'd rather you stayed, selfish or not? Don't I get any say, if you're trying to make things up to me?"

pg. 522 Eclipse

His heart is all broken to pieces when Bella did something.. sad~~

"That should have been our first kiss. Better late than never."

pg. 530 Eclipse

He's always positive minded... that's make him a totally "Sun"

He actually tricked Bella to have this real kiss.

He sort-of threatened Bella with his life for a kiss.

"I don't care, either. I knew you'd forgive me, and I'm glad I did it. I'd do it again. At least I have that much. At least I made you see that you do love me. That's worth something."

pg. 594 Eclipse

Jacob had himself hurt near the ending...

Bella was way too worried about him, especially knowing.. she love him, too.

when Bella cried in front of Jacob..

All he said was just~~

"Do I get points for making you cry?"

What a so-Jacob answer.. haha

but... finally.. he stopped his effort.

"I'm going to give in and be good."

"I'll be your friend, Bella," he said quietly. "I won't ask for more than that."

pg. 597 Eclipse

It hurts.. just by seeing the way he love Bella.

Here's my most favourite part!!

"He's like a drug for you, Bella. I see that you can't live without him now. It's too late. But I would have been healthier for you. Not a drug; I would have been the air, the sun."

"I used to think of you that way, you know. Like the sun. My personal sun. You balanced out the clouds nicely for me."

"The clouds I can handle. But I can't fight with an eclipse."

pg. 600 Eclipse

There there... that's my favourite eclipse..

and the "Sun"

hehe..~~ that's all I guess..

A story to share

A movie...

with extraordinary story line..

Effective climax

and unexpected turning point..

A movie..

that gonna cause your tears.

A movie entitled:

"I give my first love to you"

A brief storyline to share:

A story that started

when they were both still young... very young..

It happen that..

the main male character is sick..

one of the heart disease that can't be cure.

His life span is limited...

short, indeed.. unless heart transplant.

The main young girl..

is an orphan adopted by the doctor

who is the doctor that taking care of the boy.

That's how all the spark begin...

A little promise..

with full of innocent...

a love story begin it's very own way.

Years passed...

They've grown up.. together..

sitting next to each other in class...

The chemistry between them is really sweet...

and nice..

Knowing his own limited life span,

the guy decided to leave the girl with a good memory.

He has taken an exam to school

that situated away from home.

Leaving the girl.. since her result ain't good.

Unexpected, the girl found out.

and she surprised everyone with unbelievable speech.

She's really crazy in love with him.

They might get into conflict..

argument...

but there's an attraction between them.

It's like they can forgive without words..

they can understand each other well..

they can have fun.. laughing at each other..

Awh... how sweet huh?

The ending is the part..

that I should remain inside..

Go watch... have a look...

It's very dramatic, undeniable...

but that's what a movie is..

I wouldn't comment much for ending..

but I know that..

I really really like love story

that started when both of them are still children..

Sweeeeettttt!!!

P/S: Thanks for those who tick 'cheer up'

whenever I was feeling down..

I think it's very comforting

since I can't really tell out what's really wrong..

But it was very warm inside.. knowing

someone making an effort to draw a smile..

I'm not entirely fine.. but I'm ok..^^