I can't afford

This year is really not a very good year for me..

The first thing ever happened to me during this very first year is the lost of my beloved handphone.. Can be considered as my very first own handphone that daddy bought for me..
I can't blame anyone that I lost it.. It just happened because of my careless..

Still remember it happen after Chinese New Year. Well, I went out with my friends to a mini fun fair to have fun. The most enjoyable moment is when i able to drive the what-so-called "car". It basically because i still don't have my license yet.. And i can't stand my uncle who taught me to drive. Really can't stand de.. He said i very slow la.. bla.. bla.. bla..

So, at the peak of happiness.. I lost my handphone la.. It just so nearly that i would be able to get it back to myself.. Get back everything i could.. But I just didn't..
Ever since that moment, i was really silent. The feeling is just so real that I nearly lost all my sense.. i tried to smile in front of my friends.. I thought I would be okay..

But not till my daddy said "Lost le.. Then buy a new one lo..."
Still remember it's early morning when he saw me awake so early (I don't usually wake up early especially when it's holiday). That's the moment when the tears dropped.. All i know is that i just hope i could turn back the time..

I know.. Time can do lots of thing
Including cure your pain, erase your memory, create new experience..
But the only thing time couldn't do.. Is to let you turn back to do everything again..

I'm just can't believe that I'm gonna lost all my contacts, nice and funny meassage and meaningful MMS again..
I've lost all my contacts for this year up to 3 times la..
I have just no idea how it happen but it just happen..
I just couldn't afford to lose it again.. Not this time..

Tired

Has been long time.. about a month.. hmm.. more than a month since my last post
Maybe still don't really have the habit to write blog every day.. Haha..

Well.. actually i ended my final exam today.. should be very very happy
But something happened.. Something i wished that i could turn back the time so that i would not ever do that..

Oh ya.. about my roommate lea..
Well, I'm not angry on her.. I guess this is really a big problem in my head. I can't really pissed off to someone that long..
After the day typing all my angry words through here, i think and think.. Actually i didn't even tell her what i felt, so.. i can't realy blame her for that. Maybe she just used to be like that while i don't really used to that.. Its just some mistakes in understanding each other.
Moreover, i guess she won't do that for purpose. At least i don't have a big big stone in my heart to hate and angry at someone.

Back to the title..
I had been sitting in front of my laptop
I have not been eating
I did not leave this seat
I did not stop looking at my handphone
I did not stop trying to online.. Trying to connect to someone
Since i ended my exam at 3p.m.

I thought after exam, I would not have to study
I would not have to face book 24 hours
I would not have to put myself to such a condition that i don't even know myself..
But, not this time

Forget about that.. Looks like every time and whenever i feel sad, tired, happy.. looking for someone to talk.. this is always the best spot...

Annoying

I am really really really really pissed off!!!
I can't believe that this is my first time that i would be able to angry at her for the whole day
The whole day..
I just feel like going to burst out of my mind in any moments
Early in the morning, she ruined my whole day.. The entire day of life...
Haloo.. I am tired for sleeping late at night, and can't she just let me have a nice rest?
With her phone alarm which even ring when SHE IS ALREADY AWAKE!! Even when she's in the bathroom, at the living room eating her breakfast..
Oh my god.. And it even ring twice!
She had an earlier class than me.. I know that but does she really have to do that? Don't she know that I am ACTUALLY trying to SLEEP!!
Not only the alarm.. Her stupid cells in her brain probably not working. Does she really have to open the window, look at how shinny is the Mr. Sun??
Besides, can't she just close the door nicely? I have been wonder whether I would have an heart attack in the future, thanks to her. A "bang" on the door will DEFINITELY wake me up!!

With all these "efforts" she did, how do you want me to sleep?
There is no such rule that when you are awake, the WHOLE world has to be AWAKE.

Not only these stuff... She has totally no hygiene in her life.. I wonder whether it is because she is seriously short-sighted or she's blind.. She never flush the toilet after using! I don't have to examine her urine colour whenever before i sleep and after I sleep!!!! Not only this.. She has a serious attitude in eating.. People are trying to do their homework at the same table and she's eating on the same table with annoying sound!!

My body temperature is rising up whenever I have to be face-to-face with her.. Rising up more than 100 degree Celcius.. And i could not guarantee when am i going to burst out from my mind!!
Firstly, I thought it is okay.. BUT now... IT'S JUST NOT OKAY!!!
I am a human with limited tolerance.. How am I gonna survive through this coming 2 more months??????

My 18th Birthday Celebration

Today is just overall a very very happy Happy Birthday..

Although not everyone able to celebrate birthday with me, I am really glad cause:

1st: My dad remembers my birthday

2nd: My elder bro brought me a cake as he promises

3rd: My mum love me very much

4th: My two younger bro thinks the present for me till their head grow bigger roughly 1cm?

5th: I have lots of friends sending all the wished over to me

6th: I am just glad that I'm at the Earth for 18 years!

7th: My violin teacher even remembers my Birthday

8th: I celebrate birthday with 2.. TWO cakes..

9th: Today is the only day that i have TRIPLE (3x) lunch!!

10th: For those who remembers my birthday, either in Facebook, msn or message.. I am really really glad for the wishes. Reminds me that i have friends who care about me.

Here a photo of me making a wish.. Like this photo..

Taken when celebrate with my friends(Shu Teck, Mei Yee, Amber, Joanna, Glory and Charlotte)

Besides.. i received presents!

My dad gave me a big doll.. hmm.. wonderinf why cause i'm turning 18

I guess.. I'm always Daddy's little girl

Bro and Mum gave me 3 key chains.. Nice with my names on it

And.. My friends

Have a lovely and sweet photo frame with my photo.. and a cool T-shirt

We celebrate at the Amour (the place where we most used to gather)

Eventually, took lots of crazy photo together.. kinda funny as we're the only group making noise.

Actually.. that 6 fellows a.. more to gathering than celebrate my birthday.. haha..

But, really happy that they celebrate for me.

Lastly, today visited my secondary school teacher's house.. For Hari Raya

Kinda nice cause teacher talked to us for real long..

Real lonnnnngggggg.. Haha

she prepared us, the high-class ribena.. (look like wine as we use the wine glass)

Overall.. i had really a nice time today.. Once again.. wish myself happy birthday

End for 17 in life

Happy Birthday to myself!!

18 years old le.. although kinda sad that my 17 years old life has ended..
But, new start waiting ahead.. Haha..

Wish myself to have a wonderful year for 18 years old.. Once in a life...

A real break for my holiday

Finally..

I've been waiting for my raya break for very very long time!!

Has been a long time since my last post.. well, busy preparing for my trial examination..

Fortunately, i've ended all my trial examination

Couldn't bare to think back these past few days.. wake up at 5a.m. as my examination started at 7a.m. and we're required to be early there...

Anyway, the last paper was yesterday, Mathematics..

3 hours for each subject.. really long time with lots of unbelievable questions

Well, yesterday.. sharp at 10.10a.m. I've recovered from exam flu.. haha

I went to Sunway Pyramid with my classmates.. firstly, thought of having a movie..

But, since we lack of time as some of us need to be back around 2..

So, our very first stop is to have our lunch at one of the Italy Restaurant..

Kinda embarassing as 11 of us were kinda noisy in the restaurant but overall, its a nice meal. Here some photos of my extraordinary lunch!

Feeling hungry just looking at them.. Haha..

This holiday i very very meaningful for me.. cause its a real break.. and mostly is because... I can celebrate my 18th birthday with my family.. Happy...

Here is the pictures

Here's the picture of the first team presentation!! I had really an enjoyable day with them..







Kinda late to post up as my trial examination had just ended yesterday..

This raya break.. Is the break i ever wish for..

That is to have enough rest!!

Happy...