One day... one secret revealed??

Today was a..

very short yet long day..

Had a gathering with my friends..

My schoolmates!!

Oh.. How much I miss them??

Wish I can replay my memories with them again..

They are:

long time no see- Shu Teck

future beauty holder- Szuat Hui

Always laughing- Kai Sin

Super crazy of 2PM- xiao po Charlotte

enjoy disturb Charlotte like me- Li Shan

Oh.. Forgotten to scold Charlotte!

Eish... I'll have to wait till Thursday then..

This is just the opening..

What's the secret??

I can't tell.. haha

I finally able to confirm something..

something I wish he didn't involve in.

though I know it's so clear; right in front of me...

What should I do?

He's totally gonna make them upset..

can't he keep a bit low profile?

eish... he really don't care much, doesn't he?

He won't kena nag la..

but I surely get one.. a "brief" talk for sure.

Even just the other day he went out till late night,

I'm the one listening all the talk...

They want me to talk to him..

but do I qualified to say that?

What should I say??

All I know is they worried for his future..

his study... result..

That's what their job.. can't blame..

And me??

I'm just worried that he may regret in future..

Doesn't want him to follow my footprints left behind..

But he won't gonna listen..

I know..

I was once teenage like him..

ignoring everything you listened...

Oh.. What should I do know??

I talked out.. asking their opinion

I was so so confused..

Funny huh? I'm the one confused and worry

At least.. I'm pretty sure that..

if one day they see with their eyes,

he is so so dead!

He don't really know how fierce all these could be

He never receive punishment before..

unlike me.. they were strict...

very very strict...

even canning..

Probably that explains my teenage's improper behaviour

haha..

But I realised quick enough..

with minimize damage and wound..

How about him?

Would he realize quick enough?

What would happen to him in future?

Don't he know??

Hope he can realize as soon as possible..

The worst part is..

He doesn't want to talk to me!!

Hate that.. I was like talking to the wall..

though I do sometimes talk to the wall..

out of bored.. lol..

So, what now??

I know him well enough to know..

he don't like us to tell him what to do.

but is he mature enough for everything??

I'm worried..

if this continuous.. I'm going crazy la!!

About him~~

Don't think too far...

It's not someone special for me..

But he is someone nice...

He is a stranger I met...

someone who unbelievable

draw a smile on my face..

which enough for me to write a post about him~~

He's the owner of a shop..

Selling drinks - cendol.

I was actually not really in mood to smile..

not really consider sad as well..

So, I just went towards and said,

"3 cawan, bungkus."

There he goes.. about him~~

He said, "cawan saja ke?"

I was stunned and appeared confused.

Haha.. I'm laughing at myself for this reaction...

He asked, "belajar kat sekolah mana?"

I got curious and think for a second..

do I really look like secondary school student??

I answered, "Dah belajar di uni."

He looked at me... and smiled..

I think he finds this hard to believe??

He asked again, "Uni apa?"

"IMU."

"Oh.. apa course?"

"Medicine."

He laughed and said something to himself

then turns to me and said

"I'll see you next time in hospital Segamat."

I laughed and replied "Still a long way to go.."

I smiled at him.. noticing and paying attention

to every movement he did.

I saw his big towards front tummy..

I laughed again..

I noticed his legs- they seems to have problem in movement.

Probably it's a long hours job required standing.

He turned towards me again.

" You know, when I saw you.. I know you're that type that can study well."

I was surprised.. laughed again...

I had no idea what to say to him.

Before I left, I turned and smiled at him again.

Who is he?

I don't even know his name..

yet he draws smile on my face.

Thanks~~

Isn't it strange?

A stranger you know nothing yet able to cheer you up.

I guess he can sense my sadness or seriousness at my face..

That's my day~~ all about him..

Sitting and typing all these..

I realised something..

You don't need to know someone well to cheer them up..

But, you need to know someone well enough to hurt them down..

Thanks, uncle... It's really nice to realise..

You cheer me up^^

All about Jacob

How does it feel

knowing you're in love with someone?

How does it feel

to know he's the one you can't live without?

How does it feel

knowing your decision gonna hurt the one you loves?

How does it feel

to know he's the one you want for everything?

How does it feel

knowing you're in love?

I wish I could know a way to describe

It's just... so complicated

One more thing,

How do you know

that this is love?

Eclipse's out today!!

Wohoo..~~

Wanna watch so badly.. haha

Eclipse is my favourite slot among all.

The reason behind is just~~

Jacob Black!!

P/S: Not that he's indeed nice looking in the movie, but

it's because I like his character.

Few phrases that I'm really into it..

Like~~

"I'm in love with you, Bella," Jacob said in a strong, sure voice. "Bella, I love you. And I want you to pick me instead of him. I know you don't feel that way, but I need the truth out there so that you know your options. I wouldn't want a miscommunication to stand in our way."

pg.327 Eclipse

Look look!!! Love his confidence. Never ending fighting for Bella.

At least he knows, he give all his best!

His confidence is really something.. Wow.. haha

"You love me, too," he reminded me. He held up his hand when I started to pretest. "Not the same way, I know. But he's not your whole life, either. Not anymore. Maybe he was once, but he left. And now he's just going to have a deal with the consequence of that choice - me."

"Until your heart stops beating, Bella,"he said. "I'll be here - fighting. Don't forget that you have options."

pg.330 Eclipse

That's how he got his first kiss on Bella..

Haha... I can't stop laughing at the description.

I can't wait for the movie la.. My imagination not good enough

Haha..

I got so much to share about Jacob..

Feel like writing an entire post on every details that make me laugh

He's not gonna imprint on anyone, he's so in love with Bella!

Bella really like Jacob a lot, even in love.

She can smooth Jacob emotion easily

and she isn't afraid of Jacob transformed into shaggy werewolf.

Haha.. The description is a bit long to share.

Once again, his confidence is charming.

"I think it's easier for you to be near me when I'm not human, because you don't have to pretend that you're not attracted to me."

pg. 478 Eclipse

During the camping, Bella was way too cold.

Jacob's body temperature runs at 108 degree..

He's totally a "Sun". haha..

"Your lips are still blue," he mused. "Want me to warm those up for you, too? You only have to ask."

pg.492 Eclipse

Ever since the first forced kiss, he can only kiss Bella - according to Bella and Edward only if she asked.

and he, is just trying to tempt Bella every chance he got.

He smiled the old smile that I loved. "I'm always that," he promised.

"Even when I don't..behave as well as I should. Underneath, I'm always in here."

"When are you finally going to figure out that you're in love with me, too?

pg. 481 Eclipse

"What if I don't want you to go away? What if I'd rather you stayed, selfish or not? Don't I get any say, if you're trying to make things up to me?"

pg. 522 Eclipse

His heart is all broken to pieces when Bella did something.. sad~~

"That should have been our first kiss. Better late than never."

pg. 530 Eclipse

He's always positive minded... that's make him a totally "Sun"

He actually tricked Bella to have this real kiss.

He sort-of threatened Bella with his life for a kiss.

"I don't care, either. I knew you'd forgive me, and I'm glad I did it. I'd do it again. At least I have that much. At least I made you see that you do love me. That's worth something."

pg. 594 Eclipse

Jacob had himself hurt near the ending...

Bella was way too worried about him, especially knowing.. she love him, too.

when Bella cried in front of Jacob..

All he said was just~~

"Do I get points for making you cry?"

What a so-Jacob answer.. haha

but... finally.. he stopped his effort.

"I'm going to give in and be good."

"I'll be your friend, Bella," he said quietly. "I won't ask for more than that."

pg. 597 Eclipse

It hurts.. just by seeing the way he love Bella.

Here's my most favourite part!!

"He's like a drug for you, Bella. I see that you can't live without him now. It's too late. But I would have been healthier for you. Not a drug; I would have been the air, the sun."

"I used to think of you that way, you know. Like the sun. My personal sun. You balanced out the clouds nicely for me."

"The clouds I can handle. But I can't fight with an eclipse."

pg. 600 Eclipse

There there... that's my favourite eclipse..

and the "Sun"

hehe..~~ that's all I guess..

A story to share

A movie...

with extraordinary story line..

Effective climax

and unexpected turning point..

A movie..

that gonna cause your tears.

A movie entitled:

"I give my first love to you"

A brief storyline to share:

A story that started

when they were both still young... very young..

It happen that..

the main male character is sick..

one of the heart disease that can't be cure.

His life span is limited...

short, indeed.. unless heart transplant.

The main young girl..

is an orphan adopted by the doctor

who is the doctor that taking care of the boy.

That's how all the spark begin...

A little promise..

with full of innocent...

a love story begin it's very own way.

Years passed...

They've grown up.. together..

sitting next to each other in class...

The chemistry between them is really sweet...

and nice..

Knowing his own limited life span,

the guy decided to leave the girl with a good memory.

He has taken an exam to school

that situated away from home.

Leaving the girl.. since her result ain't good.

Unexpected, the girl found out.

and she surprised everyone with unbelievable speech.

She's really crazy in love with him.

They might get into conflict..

argument...

but there's an attraction between them.

It's like they can forgive without words..

they can understand each other well..

they can have fun.. laughing at each other..

Awh... how sweet huh?

The ending is the part..

that I should remain inside..

Go watch... have a look...

It's very dramatic, undeniable...

but that's what a movie is..

I wouldn't comment much for ending..

but I know that..

I really really like love story

that started when both of them are still children..

Sweeeeettttt!!!

P/S: Thanks for those who tick 'cheer up'

whenever I was feeling down..

I think it's very comforting

since I can't really tell out what's really wrong..

But it was very warm inside.. knowing

someone making an effort to draw a smile..

I'm not entirely fine.. but I'm ok..^^

我累了。。真的累了

真的。。真的。。

很讨厌伤心的我。。

很不喜欢会掉眼泪的我。。

我真的真的很想开开心心的。。

想每天都是那爱笑的我。。

我怎么了？

不是说好了吗？

不会再为那件事伤心吗？

不是掉了泪就好了吗？

怎么了？

我怎么了？！谁能告诉我？

让这眼泪停好吗？

让他停。。停好吗？

不想不想。。

真的不想再为那件事哭。。

我累了。。

真的累了。。。

为什么？

为什么？？

伤得那么深，痛了，哭了。。

为什么, 我还是能原谅你？

为什么每当我说，“我会忘了。。我会没事。。” 你就让我再一次伤心？

为什么？

为什么就是你？

为什么我要伤心？

那不值得。。不值得！

我听到了吗？醒一醒！！

回到家了。。好好养伤。。

闷在心里很难受。。

但每当我一想起，就哭了。。都说不出了。

不想让家人担心。。说不出。

能不能就忘了一切？

能不能就让我装开心？

也许。。只有在装开心时，我才能忘了

忘了。。那些难过的事。

帮帮我，好吗？

我累了。。真的累了。。

让我就一次。。逃跑吧。

躲避是我唯一能办到的。。。

或许，放弃。。就是唯一的犯法。

放开手。。就是唯一快乐的路。

但，为什么？为什么？为什么眼泪还是流下来了？

我。。是那么的相信童话故事的。。

现在的我，很难再相信了。。。

但，能怪谁呢？

这都是我做的决定。。都是我选择。。。

或许，在未来的一天。。。我会快乐的说

“谢谢你。。让我成长了。。也很感谢有你在我生命里”

但是，现在的我。。。只想说

“让我一个人静一静吧。。。”

Something happened....

Something has changed...

yet I still can't adapt...

I can't accept the truth yet.

Give me some time...

I promise, I won't cause trouble...

Give me some time...

Cause I doesn't want this to end this way

Bloggy,

I'll be gone for awhile..

I need time to heal...

When I'm ready, I'll post something nice..

But, right now...

Let me be invisible first..

I wish.. I could turn back the time

Forgive me, please...

Candy, 那不值得。。

真的不值得。。。

放弃吧。。就放弃吧

就忘了吧。

但是，我就是舍不得。。就是舍不得！

A fairytale day

Can you feel the magic in the air??

Yesterday was a special day...

cause

it's a fairytale day

Exam over..

Holiday is here...

Haha..

Say "NO" to books+ notes

Hahaha...

Warning: It's gonna be a long post

Firstly, Wednesday night sleep over Ing.C's house

Sleepover^^

4 of us including her

sleeping on a queen size bed

haha..

Watch movie together..

waiting for our turn to use bathroom..=.=

Dinner together..

Nice^^

Here's the main part..

Thursday where magic works...

breakfast:

Next:

To Sunway Pyramid

For Ice Skating!!!

It was really really fun!

Firstly, i was like "I can't even stand properly"

Then "I can't let go my hand off the side"

Lastly,

Two is better than one, we hold hands

and support each other

(Note: go ice skating with friends is really fun.. )

and we felt down quite a number of time

haha.. but that's what friends do.. support

and.. I laugh non-stop when fall down.. haha

It was just way too fun and funny

Finally, around 3pm

we have to end the magic.. as that's the time limit

due to skating competition on 24/06

We went to have our lunch first

at Asian Avenue inside

hehe.. skating need energy.. lots

After eating,

we walked around..

then saw Full House

out of sudden,

we ended taking photo every mirror..

haha..

and me, proudly to say.. I'm the photographer^^

Memorable moments

with unforgettable experience

under the magic in the air

to create a fairytale day.

The secret is..

my friends.. ^^