Goonnne

"Life Is Like Rainbow... You need both sun and rain to make its colours appear"

Even a shinny day

may ended with rain..

Every rainbow is formed

only with sun and rain...

Even a perfect day

may ended with tears..

Every perfect day of life is formed

only with laughter and tears...

I went to Pulau Ketam yesterday..

since I staying overnight at SK's house..

Her house is at klang.. which is half an hour drive.

The previously day was all fine and nice..

I bought myself a nice formal shirt.

Thanks to them for provide ideas.

except for the part eating with family..

which causes me to have anxious and terrible panic

The boat to P. Ketam was suffocating..

I need sea breeze.. feel the air!!

instead of the stupid air-cond.

Unfortunately.. there isn't a way to avoid.

I left my purse inside the boat..

I really wish I can type all the details out..

But it's just so so hard to refresh everything again..

I can't stand with over-viewing the scene like movie

over and over again...

All I know is..

My tears rolls down unexpected, uncontrollable

whenever my bro, dad and mum called.

I can't even actually say the word properly..

when I finally have to face the truth that it's gooone.

How much I wish I could turn back the time..

How much I wish I could be more careful..

How much I wish I do turn back to have a look..

Bloogy...

There's no word to describe the pain..

cause it only causes more pain whenever refresh button started..

I wish hard.. very hard..

to have "delete", "renew", "overwrite" and "backspace" buttons in life

But I appreciate every little help and effort..

It makes me realize..

who's the one.. cares and love me the most..

and who's the one.. just comforting..