A doctor I met

How hard is it for you?

How do you feel?

Are you okay?

That're the phrase 

I wish I could tell him...

I realised how short life is..

I am always aware the fragility of life...

It can all ended as tragedy..

or changed the story line, make it a fairy tale..

He's a young doctor..

in a way.. he's young at heart.

Look at him, he smiled..

Look at him, he care...

A doctor with 3 postgraduate,

with an age of nearly 65..

He could be old..

yet.. he's awesome!

I am a medical student..

Yeah, I am..

 (There it goes..)

A conversation started..

a heart to heart talk..

Doctor should be a good listener..

but sometimes, doctor also need a listener.

How sad is his story?

How tragedic is that?

How can he smiled and said?

He's my inspiration for now..

His quote:

"Secret to stay young are:

stay happy...

let yesterday remain there..

and smile.."

When I first listened,

it's just a typical phrase...

A phrase even you understand..

but do you apply?

Do you do?

He told his story...

His son, when he asked our age..

Doc: "He's about your age.. older.. about 23. Taking medicine in Manipal"

He smiled when he said..

He's proud.. He's happy for his son...

I smiled to his story..

till..

Doc: "He's at his forth year.. but he passed away in an accident"

while showing his son's pic inside his purse..

It torn my heart..

looking at him....

At that sudden, he's not that young doc..

but a father who need hug..

The way he took off his spec..

God~~ he need a hug!

he smiled to us..

as though we gave him a comfort..

How can this happen?

Look at him..

He's so kind hearted..

Life's short people..

appreciate what's in front.

Cause you.. and I..

We, we will never know what happen next second.

I really wanna give him hug..

and whisper 

‘He's so proud to have you as dad, too"

Summative~~~

It's Sem 2 ah.. Sem 2..

I have all these..

Microbiology..

Parasitology..

Antimicrobial..

Immunology..

Pathology..

Pharmacology...

and Community Medicine...

T.T

I have seriously no idea how to memorize everything..

No idea how am I gonna survive..

TOMORROW!!

Summative tomorrow...

Mummy.... I dunno how to study la...

And that MOFA (exercise) from my elearning

is seriously scared me off...

Dah la.. I can't finish everything..

Now, I don't even know I got study or not..

Cham.. apa macam?

Candy's going crazy soon...

I want pass Sem 2..

Just pass for this Sem 2..

Pass pass pass!!

EOS not even arrived yet..

Tomorrow just 50 OBA..

I dunno how am I gonna survive

this coming 2 weeks...

Dead~~

I.M.Y

There's a phrase in my heart...

There's a voice in my head..

So clear..

so loud...

Telling me...

Letting me know...

The feeling is so strong..

that it occupied the entire brain...

as though it's taking my oxygen supply away..

I closed my eyes...

A smile drawn on my face

when the memories refresh back..

Like a photo slides..

with 3D effects so real...

as though I could no longer differentiate dream and truth.

How can this happen?

It felt so so miracle..

A bond that occurred without invitation..

A thought that triggered without intuition...

A feeling that developed without announcement...

The scary part is?

It's everywhere..!!

Look around..

Turn around..

Close my eyes..

Open and focus my eyes..

yet.. It's there..

and it seems like everything's connected!

Like a sparkle..

A fire that spark at the instinct...

and makes everything crystal clear...

I am blessed..

and 

I am glad....

yet..

I still need to sit down calmly..

and study

while everything inside

are exploding any moment!!

How could I resist that?  

Randomness

Anonymous : Candy candy.. Study study..

Candy: Kk.. Study.. Studying... Concentrating..

**5 minutes passed**

Candy: Aah.. I can't even focus!!!

Haha..

How?

Not need study la.. 

Wanna "have a life"!

Wonderful day..

I "learnt up to max!"

The Sweetness~~~

I used to have thousand words..

to share here..

I used to have thousand words..

to describe my day..

But,

Today... 09/10/2010

I can't find any words to fit in..

other than.. "Sweet dao..."

Even Candy can't stand the sweetness lor...

Am I dreaming?!

How much I appreciate all these...

How much I smiled for these...

How much it takes...

I can't describe...

Just can't....

Here's for today.. ^^

Sweet~~~

Hospital Visit

B-O-R-I-N-G!

Hehe..

I had my hospital to Port Dickson government hospital..

Wah lao..

Super sienz de la!

First time, first time ever I felt bored to stay at hospital.

Even my hospital attachment a Segamat is nicer..

Very very small hospital.

Started journey at 7am

and back by 4.30pm..

Super long.. haha..

Other than walking here and there..

Standing and listening..

I just find a place and sit down with my friend..

haha.. curi tulang

She's from US de..

Kesian her.. cause she don't understand Malay..

I am a good translator lea..

LOL..

I wonder how my housemanship gonna be..

Pengsan straight away for

running, standing, walking whole day!

Hz.. That's why I joined training in Milers..

haha..

That's all lo..

See.. there's even nothing to post over here..

Oh ya!

I saw a newborn baby...

He arrived today at 6.45am..

Cute la..  like so so small oni..

When you look at the way he cuddle in his mum's arm,

all the expression is "Awh...."

What a big difference compare to now.. haha

THE END.. LOL..

Sad part:

Early morning dah give my friend a morning call..

Yet.. she still late and missed the bus..

so, she called back and asked me to sign her attendance

We used to do this for minor classes... Hz..

She used to be the one who came late..

or else.. the one who asked me to sign..

Mana tau..

I got caught for signing her attendance..

hehe..

When the matron (Head nurse) called her name,

Her name is the first one lagi.. memang cham!

I admit that I signed lo..

I gave excuses that I signed wrongly..

haha..

It came out of nowhere..

That nurse pun tau tau de la..

She just said, "Sign wrongly very dangerous la.."

The other future doc in my group pun tau tau de la..

Still, they asked lagi..

Eish.. So pai seh de..

I am--- the girl who sign for her friend..

LOL..

Nvm nvm la..

got comforted de.. better jor..

or not... whole day surely very down...

:/

Sigh...

03/10/2010

Today...

Is a day to be remembered..

You know.. I know..

He knows.. She knows..

just enough~~~

^^

A day to be remembered..

to be kept in memories....

and lock it!

haha...