Rainny.. Sunny and Windy..

I can hear the thunder...

As though there's someone unhappy.. angry

and shouting for something happened..

Feel uneasy.. not safe..

Feel like something missing...

whenever the blue blue sky

turns to be grey in colour....

Slowly.. without noticing..

Drop by drop...

water falls down from the sky...

to wash away the dirt..

giving us a fresh air...

with the help of wind..

It's just like life..

Tears drop...

Each drop wash away the sadness...

We wide off the tears..

yet can't control ourselves from crying...

We tried to smile..

yet can't avoid ourselves from crying....

Cry..

There's nothing wrong to cry..

It's not something good..

but doesn't mean it's something bad..

They said..

cry as long as you want..

cry as hard as you wish...

Just make sure..

that you won't cry over the same matter again..

how many of us can guarantee this?

No matter how hard I cried

No matter how the tears wash away sadness..

Some of the pain..

Some of the wound..

doesn't end even though I cried more once...

It only end when I finally

letting it go..

When I let go...

there's some part deep inside won't let go..

Just don't feel of letting go..

That moment... was my last cry

For once and last one..

my tears drop again..

and washed away the pain...

giving myself a new start..

Just like how the sun appears

no matter how long the rain falls...

All I need to do

is just make sure..

I smile again after crying..

That's what matter most...

Through the window in my room...

I could see a peaceful view...

even a nice view of KLCC and KL Tower..

but when rain falls..

everything disappear behind the cloud..

leaving only white and grey sky..

with droplets of water..

It resemble my thought..

caused....

when I cried..

there's nothing left..

except what cause the tears...

No matter it's

Rainny.. Sunny or Windy..

I learn now..

that I should enjoy and appreciate

cause I finally realise

that letting it go

doesn't mean I won't think of it...

Still a part of my past..

that make what myself is today...

and what makes rainbow special

For the lonely ones

It's all just the matter of time...

I used to the days..

with you around..

I used to the days..

depending on you..

I used to the days..

to laugh with you..

I used to the days..

to talk to you..

The days are just like memories

How can I forget them easily?

And these memories..

they behave in a strange way..

When you're in crowd,

they leave you alone..

When you're alone,

they occupy you like a crowd

All I wish to have..

Is just

someone to share my thoughts

someone to listen and talk to me

someone to draw my smile

someone to company

someone to care

someone for me to depend

I just used to have you..

Now, without you..

the days will be lonely

causing me to think of you

and finally miss you..

How many lonely person are there?

How many of them missing someone?

How many of them wish not to be lonely?

I tried to ignore..

try not to think..

Just for this few minutes..

Let all these occupies..

Let me take off the wall just for awhile..

When will this stop?

When will I adapt?

If you're just another person

who's lonely,

appreciate your companion..

be a companion

by becoming a listener first

cause this girl is just

the another one who

always appreciate accompany

Because when two lonely ones

get together..

There's no longer loneliness

Two is better than one...

3 Dishes Candy Must Eat..

As the title said..

Three..

Must eat food..

haha..

By Candy's Law..

Alright..

It's the 3 Must Eat Food

whenever I go back

to my hometown

By the way,

these food only found

or only nice

if eaten at Segamat

specifically: My house... ^^

and My mum is the one

with secret recipe

(The name is created by me)

First:

Golden Mushroom Egg

Haha..

This only nice if it's my mum cook...

and it's perfect with the other 2 dishes

(although i just eat the egg only.. not mushroom.. haha)

2nd:

Soup of Nuts

(I simply name de.. hahaha)

It's my very very favourite!!!!

I love it.. more like I crazy of it...

hahaha..

And it's nice if you boil it with slow cooker

from morning..till night

and the nuts and soup

is just way way perfect..

Lastly...

This.. this this...

only my mum cook is nice

the other restaurant can hardly compare la..

Rice of colacasia

Mum cook the best...

These three dishes..

can satisfy me like for days..

Just these photos..

are just enough to make me hungry..

and miss home..

Mum, hungry ah..

The Greatest Day in Life

The Greatest Day..

Which and when is your greatest day in life?

The day you born?

The day you walk down the aisle to say 'I do'?

The day you give a new life?

The day you just can't forget??

Just think at the word

"Greatest"

Memories trigger back..

All sweet and nice memories

that probably drawing a smile right now..

what a life?

Have you ever think that this is how wonderful the world should be?

Well..

It's never the nurse day

or doctor day

or police day

is greater than the very great

Mother's Day..

(100% Handmade by Tey Candy.. haha)

The one..

who take care when you sick

The one..

who said it's ok when you're down

The one..

who give you strength when you felt

The one..

who give you support when you're giving up

The one..

who only think for you

The one..

who willing to give the very best to you

The one..

who may even argue for you

The one..

who stand up and protect you

The one..

who risk her life to welcome you to this world

Thanks, Mum

For everything..

every little thing you done..

(It's a card actually.. the other side written wishes..

and picture is taken by Tey Candy as well..

hahaha..)

Embarrassed...

What a day!!!

I'm sure it's gonna be

a remarkable..

unforgettable

memory craved on the brain

Ugh..

It's my first day to Singapore

with Daddy's trip..

Sort of like a business trip to officially visit the

Marina Bay Sands

It's a future to be foreigner travel spot

(basically it's the casino)

I have to admit

I admire the architecture ideas...

great and amazing..

However, it's not fully ready yet

hence, most of the shops are under construction

and not really able to visit

every nook and corner

I realised that I can actually

feel the wind..

strong and relaxing wind..

carrying every trouble with them

It's really nice despite it's the hot Mr. Sun

Here comes the problem..

The Big Problem..

It's a business trip..

My bro and daddy both went

So, I just follow them around

(I don't even know why am I there first place)

When they finally decided to enter the casino,

I started to feel panic..

(I'm below 21)

They need us to show the passport

My very brilliant bro..

He said they won't notice

(But, It's SINGAPORE!!)

Ended, the guard asked me

"You're born at 91 and you want enter?!"

I was like "What?? You think I want this ah?"

(Of course I didn't said out.. haha)

I just smiled and stare at my bro

So, he company me out.. wait.. standing

till the others drivers came out

he enter.. And me.. just standing dreaming

Then,

Out of sudden

The bad luck still don't want to get away

My shoes spoilt

(It means the entire, whole base of my shoes drop off!!)

I was like.. "Oh.. No no no.. what now?!

I don't know how to walk la...

We were having lunch that time..

So, you need to walk..

I can.. but my shoes can't..

So embarrassing!!!

Then Daddy said let's go and buy a new one

But I know it's gonna be expensive

There's still a tour to go later.. =.=

It's even more embarrassing

when I need to bring the base of shoes

to throw!!

Super Duper Embarrassing..

Then i need to walk to the shoes shop

This is the first time ever.. EVER

I wish to have a wheel chair!!

I wonder how many pairs of eyes noticed

I wonder how many of them smiled

I wonder how many of them put up a question mark

We just simply go into a shop

It's like all 5 stars shop..

What can I do??

The salesgirl.. look at my shoes

I guess more to stare...

That's make me even embarrassed!!

Then I saw a mirror

The girl inside

Has a real red face

That makes the condition even worst

I can feel the warm blood..

adrenaline rush?? Probably

I don't know what to do..

Simply choose one of the most that i like

Don't even know the price

tried..

It's like a normal sandal..

And the price is $98 (Singapore dollar)

Which is about RM200!!!

I never ever bought a sandal this expensive

How?

My lovely daddy said as long it's comfortable..

Then need to ask the salesgirl to throw my shoes away

I'm really really embarrassed!!!

What A day!!!

Feel like repeating once again

Out of sudden...

This really annoying thought

came back to me again..

that I wish

I can just delete it

by just a click

I had a thought again

to repeat back

the memories..

the time and the moment

I smiled

when I look at your message

I laughed

when we did something fun

I leap to joy

that I know you are there for me

But now...

everything changed

All left to be done

is just accepting the fact

which I'm trying

Can you ever imagine?

A word.. a phrase..

changed everything..

caused the warm to be cold..

You're no longer the one

cause you changed

You're no longer the one

cause you gave up

You're no longer the one

cause I'm tired of trying

Feel like giving Mr. Smiley

99 missed call again

missed those days..

Probably.. I am just

I'm Back!!

Home Sweet Home, Candy..

To Candy's Home..

I'm back..

Back to my lovely home..

Finally..

I'm back!!

I'm just overexcited and happy..

Glad to be back to the place

which one so familiar..

so warm and safe

Once, the images from the view

out from car's window

are familiar

and similar to what I used to imagine..

I smiled..

I'm back..

It has been a month..

First month without going back

After this time,

I truly need to learn

to take public transport back..

(T.T sad.. don't want alone)

It's nice to see my family again

It's nice to hear my bro argue

It's nice to talk to my mum

It's nice to feel my warm bed

It's just nice..

Just nice..

I miss everything in Segamat

I miss something even more....

but.. I'm back..

I mean..

I'm back!! ^^