心痛

aahhhh...

My laptop felt down accidentally...

from a table...

and

broken the edge...

it's a prominent scar there dy lar..

心痛。。

心痛，难过。。。

what should I do now??

Though I know it's not on purpose,

but I seriously felt heart broken towards my laptop..

although it's not so grand laptop, 

it's a present that accompany me since I was out for study.

:(

hz...

心痛

laptop need doctor...

:(

P/S: that isn't my laptop btw

This isn't me~~

I'm so so so not in condition recently..

Never ever did all these to myself..

and 

now... the only choices left is just: "ADAPT"

I have never

tried so so hard..

yet own the equal result as others.

I have never

been in so much stress..

yet have to handle on my own.

I have never

need to worry for money that much..

yet still having conflict.

I have never

experience that much of burden..

yet I'm struggling to breathe!!

That tough, that challenging..

yet.. there's no turning back..

sometimes...

all i need is just a phrase,

"It's gonna be okay."

Not just a simple normal phrase,

I want it to be promising, and convincing...

Lots of things happen..

Lots of unexpected event..

Lots of heart breaking moment..

I guess...

before adapting..

I have to learn to be blind.. and accept..

Candy, arh candy..

bloggie arh bloggie...

study arh study...

all the heamatology, cardiovascular, respiratory and gastrointestinal system..

They are just beginning.. that scary..

I can't see my future dy lar!!!!!!

A.N.G.R.Y+ U.P.S.E.T!!

I feel like exploding!!

Like a volcano!!!!!!!!

If there's a road, no cars..

I'm gonna speed up to 200km/h!!

What a STUPID day!

Go away!!

GO AWAY!!

Leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

False alarm!! hah..

Remember what we used to rehearsel

for fire drill??

In SECONDARY SCHOOL..

haha..

I remember once we have the practice

in the middle of EST exam.

We all ended up bringing text book to the field.

LOL

Did you all miss the moment??

Haha..

I just had one in IMU!!

yeah, IMU!! hahaha..

It happen in the midway of lecture..

and the lecturer just, "You all know what to do in fire drill, right? Can we continue?"

LOL!

haha.. 

It's like as though so normal..

but still, we went out..

Note: IMU has lift despite only 4 floor.

All my batchmates still want to use lift in fire drill..

hahaha..

Medical student tak takut mati lar!!!

Lots of doctors around..

hahaha..

Oi.. don't see IMU small small..

You can't imagine the amount of ppl inside!!

Well... basically everyone came out to enjoy the sun.. hahaha..

Just that no name called to take attendance like school..

LOL..

JOKE OF THE DAY!!

IMU on the front news!! hahaha

After the rehearsal,  our medical dean (sort of manager/head)

he make announcement " Thank you for participating in the fire drill rehearsal"

LOL!!

After Summative~~~

Here am I
To keep my promise to bloggie..

^^

So, curious?

Wanna know my crazily hectic memorizing study???

Here we go..

First of all...

Can you guess what is that??

Hungry??

Hahah... This is the THAILAND instant noodles..

lol!!

To make it nutritious, I add vege and eggs.. 

Nice??

hahah.. study time=no time for meal..

This is my study notes..

I make my own notes de lor.. convent's book lagi.. 

(Note: this is only half of my notes.. haha.. Medicine's never that less)

Next, to my exam format..

very very weird+special.. haha..

All In ONCE!!

1st: OSPE- mean separate diagrams with timed questions

(Note: lecture will collect the diagram after 10 mins..)

funny right??

2nd: OBA- 50 objective questions

(tough giler.. keep asking drugs, side effect)

3rd: EMQ- same like objectives, just got more than 10 choices only 

(with limited time lagi.. =.=")

4th: This really epic!! MEQ- each part 7 mins..

description: like playing game. got 2 envelope. First, take the first red paper and answer then time reached, put to 2nd envelope. Then take 2nd green paper

(Note: sometimes 2nd part got 1st part answer..)

Like quiz lar..

funny thing is that..

everyone have to bend down and take paper at the same time..

TRY to imagine!!

 (Every single person oh.. up to almost 200) haha

Imagine, bending right.. then bend to left to take envelope on floor..

Gonna suffer from back pain after that..

Hmm.. I doubt.. lol!!

 "what to do??" 

study till bored.. taken before exam..

haha.. that's seriously so IMU!

:(

It's 3.50am..

and Candy's still reading her notes..

Kesian her la..

Have been sitting in the chair,

reading, writing, memorizing..

for almost 1 week!!!

even more!!

:(

I'm so so so tired of continuosly reading..

Candy ain't that guai de..

Used to last minute..

but medicine ain't easy for me..

:((((

continue study...

hz...

Note: I'm trying my best to finish everything..

yet..

I'M AFRAID I CAN'T!!!

Panic attack!! aaahhhhhhhh

Summative Sem 3

Hmmm~~
ever since last incidence- EOS 2 exam,

Candy really regret dah..

Trying my best to study hard

for the coming Summative.

Semester 3 dah..

Studying cardiovascular + respiratory system now..

Super super superiorly lots to memorize..

lots of MEDICAL TERM!!

Can flood a tall man with all the words!!

Haha..

keep this short..

Pictures coming soon..

After 11 March!!

Note: I can now officially use my stethoscope!! haha..
So, would you lend me your heart to listen?