Drops by drops...
The heavy loaded water droplets landed on my umbrella..
Steps by steps...
The strong wind forces the water to store up in my long pants..
At that moment,
how much I wish..
I wasn't walking back alone.
The supposingly 10minutes walk..
has appeared to be an endless pathway..
The cold..
The wind..
The water..
Somehow seems like welcoming me..
They're asking me to join the rain.
Drop the umbrella,
Off the mask on face,
and smile brightly to enjoy the rain!
Dance, instead of walk..
Run, instead of slow walk!
This vivid scene
is like a stucked video player..
repeating continuosly in my mind.
And..
slowly the loneliness creep in..
like a devil giving you an agreement..
Showing you the easy pathway.
At that moment...
I wish hard.. very hard..
that any of my friend who's driving..
anyone!
can just pass by and pick me up..
send my "safely and dry" to my room..
A horn from a car..
will immediately pop the hope..
How nice would it be to have someone to fetch?
How nice is it to have a companion?
How warm is it when you saw someone waiting after class?
How warm is it when you talked and smiled all the way walking back??
How many times my friends invited me to Block B?
I lost the counts..
Everyday of my class..
Every 10minutes walk to uni..
For almost a year..
How long can I still hold on to this long distance?
I guess...
I'm just looking for a reason to continue staying Block A..
maybe.. I'm just tired of walking.
no matter..
it's rainny.. sunny.. windy.. or snowy??
Yet..
here am I.. still at block A