My 18th Birthday Celebration

Today is just overall a very very happy Happy Birthday..

Although not everyone able to celebrate birthday with me, I am really glad cause:

1st: My dad remembers my birthday

2nd: My elder bro brought me a cake as he promises

3rd: My mum love me very much

4th: My two younger bro thinks the present for me till their head grow bigger roughly 1cm?

5th: I have lots of friends sending all the wished over to me

6th: I am just glad that I'm at the Earth for 18 years!

7th: My violin teacher even remembers my Birthday

8th: I celebrate birthday with 2.. TWO cakes..

9th: Today is the only day that i have TRIPLE (3x) lunch!!

10th: For those who remembers my birthday, either in Facebook, msn or message.. I am really really glad for the wishes. Reminds me that i have friends who care about me.

Here a photo of me making a wish.. Like this photo..

Taken when celebrate with my friends(Shu Teck, Mei Yee, Amber, Joanna, Glory and Charlotte)

Besides.. i received presents!

My dad gave me a big doll.. hmm.. wonderinf why cause i'm turning 18

I guess.. I'm always Daddy's little girl

Bro and Mum gave me 3 key chains.. Nice with my names on it

And.. My friends

Have a lovely and sweet photo frame with my photo.. and a cool T-shirt

We celebrate at the Amour (the place where we most used to gather)

Eventually, took lots of crazy photo together.. kinda funny as we're the only group making noise.

Actually.. that 6 fellows a.. more to gathering than celebrate my birthday.. haha..

But, really happy that they celebrate for me.

Lastly, today visited my secondary school teacher's house.. For Hari Raya

Kinda nice cause teacher talked to us for real long..

Real lonnnnngggggg.. Haha

she prepared us, the high-class ribena.. (look like wine as we use the wine glass)

Overall.. i had really a nice time today.. Once again.. wish myself happy birthday

End for 17 in life

Happy Birthday to myself!!

18 years old le.. although kinda sad that my 17 years old life has ended..
But, new start waiting ahead.. Haha..

Wish myself to have a wonderful year for 18 years old.. Once in a life...

A real break for my holiday

Finally..

I've been waiting for my raya break for very very long time!!

Has been a long time since my last post.. well, busy preparing for my trial examination..

Fortunately, i've ended all my trial examination

Couldn't bare to think back these past few days.. wake up at 5a.m. as my examination started at 7a.m. and we're required to be early there...

Anyway, the last paper was yesterday, Mathematics..

3 hours for each subject.. really long time with lots of unbelievable questions

Well, yesterday.. sharp at 10.10a.m. I've recovered from exam flu.. haha

I went to Sunway Pyramid with my classmates.. firstly, thought of having a movie..

But, since we lack of time as some of us need to be back around 2..

So, our very first stop is to have our lunch at one of the Italy Restaurant..

Kinda embarassing as 11 of us were kinda noisy in the restaurant but overall, its a nice meal. Here some photos of my extraordinary lunch!

Feeling hungry just looking at them.. Haha..

This holiday i very very meaningful for me.. cause its a real break.. and mostly is because... I can celebrate my 18th birthday with my family.. Happy...

Here is the pictures

Here's the picture of the first team presentation!! I had really an enjoyable day with them..







Kinda late to post up as my trial examination had just ended yesterday..

This raya break.. Is the break i ever wish for..

That is to have enough rest!!

Happy...

Turn to the other side

Friday reaching soon.. Nope.. Its just few more minutes..
Going back to my hometown again tomorrow.. Hope can have a real nice rest at home with warm care from family..

One of the American Computer Scientists, Alan Kay said that
"The best way to predict the future is to invent it."

I'm totally agreed with him.. Spending most of my time thinking of my future when i ended SAM isn't the best way for me.. The correct path should be taking the accurate choice..
Currently, i'm gonna apply for Manipal University, IMU and KSMU at Russia..
These are the 3 choice for me.. also the only 3 as i guess the only path available for me is just medicine..

Trial examination is just around the corner.. Time, again really flies... Going to end my Pre-U in 2 more months time... Such a short stressful course and yet i feel a bit sad to leave all my classmates...

Thinking back to all the activities we had together.. All the assessments we went through together.. All just remarkable memory..
Let's travel back to few weeks ago.. On the 3rd August 2009, Monday..
That's the big day for me.. The day that i had to wear a very formal attire to present my topic as one of the English assessment.. I was chosen as the first one to present on the very first day.. But, because i'm not well prepared, one of my classmates, Debbie exchange with me.. Thanks to her a lot!
In our presentation, we are group to 6 people.. The very lucky first group consist of Amrita, Andrew, Wong Wai Yin, Phang Jac Lynn, Debbie and of course.. myself
It wasn't the first time i present in front of the public but i was afraid.. nervous..
My topic of reasearch is about the Nuclear Technology about the usage and research being carried out few months ago by North Korea..
These presentation basically divided to 3 main section. Firstly, it would be a brief discription. Next, to the fun part which is question and answer session and lastly the discussion.
I've to thanks to my senior, Reena for training me when i was in Form 3 to be the Master of Ceremony for Leo activities before i was elected as the president..
The training is really beneficial to me although its a bit in a harsh way.. I still remember i was able to give my last speech as outgoing president without preparing my speech.. as all the leos are my beloved friends..
here's the photo of my group members for presentation.. I had lots of fun during this presentation.. will attach the picture next time.. got to go..

To be at home..

I am back.. to the scary lonely place..

The one week break for me seems to be a nice wonderful dreams that i wish i don't have to wake up forever..

However, I know dream doesn't last long.. and i still have to back to the reality life.. I guess i am homesick.. officially confirmed that homesick virus is back again to my mind..

I missed my warm house, my hilarious dad, wonderful mum and three very disturbing yet caring brothers. I thought taking pictures, smiling all days, avoiding the reality thinking could eventually help me to overcome this problem.. But i was wrong.

I was afraid to go back.. afraid to be back to the warm house.. afraid to be back to meet my family.. afraid to go back to be happy again..

Because i am afraid to be homesick again..

How could i study overseas? To be independent and strong for years.. Can i? I doubt..

Studying here is stressful for me..

I tried to keep myself busy.. Studying almost all the time.. Thinking of study whenever the mind started to think of home sweet home.. Pretending to smile all the time.. to be happy as i can..

and i have to continue.. preventing myself to step back again to the warm house?

I have to change my thoughts.. I ain't alone here.. Have to be strong.. to be more independent..

I guess dad and mum are giving me too much of love and i am spoilt.. to have anything i want? to be at home whenever break?

But.. i still wanna be at home.. a real of my very own house

Reaching the end

It's friday.. I used to be happy when its friday as weekends are the days to stay at home..
But not today..
In two more days, i'll be back to the place where i hardly find a smile on my face..

I guess.. i am homesick again.. The feeling of first time prepare to step in to the "new journey" of life returned to me again.. Feeling nervous, worried, scared, afraid.. and a desire to hide.. to run away from the truth..

One week break is just not enough for me.. Not even a month could satisfy me.. I realised i am greedy.. but i just couldn't help to have more..
Having bunch of homework with endless examination are just more than enough to take away the life i want..

However, my dad is back.. At home.. For this short break, i could at least have a long talk with my dad tonight.. He has been busy since last friday..
Well, tonight has a very very nice dinner.. Cause the chef are my lovely parents..
I wanted to help but my dad said i'm just disturbing and having my very own fun..

As the result, have to study the Physics on Albert Einstein. His great mind that discover light is made up of particles called photon which don't have mass and yet has momentum (Note: momentum is the product of mass and velocity).. Wonderful, isn't it?

Its actually just a simple dinner that i used to have.. But it just taste more delicious today..

Feel like gonna cry on this Sunday to go back to reality.. I'm reaching the end of my break.. and i wish i could turn back the time..